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I am working on developing a program which is like cooking from scratch. There is alot of detailed work going into what I'm doing. I'm not sure why I'm doing it. I suppose it's because I can, because I love the people I am doing it for, because I want to create something out of nothing. It's one of the most difficult things 've ever done and it absolutely pushes me in ways that other things don't. it's easy for me to be a workaholic. It comes naturally. Both my parents are. I have difficulty tempering myself to slow down. Work is much more fulfilling than my personal life. My own dramas seem vapid and unimportant.

I inherited some money. It's weird. Inherited money. I should use it for bills. I feel like I should use it for some life-enriching trip. I don't know.

So late night re-run of Will and Grace wiith Patrick Dempsey and Jeremy Piven. That made my night. The power returning was high up there too.

I made time to read again. How could I not? An autographed book from Sherman Alexie signed just for me? Swoon Hey world, I'm literate!