I like my home kept immaculately clean yet I've no time to clean. And the three minutes I'm typing this won't buy me any more time. I used to have to-do lists that could be finished within a day, now I can't finish them in a week. 16 working days until vacation. I don't know what I'm going to do with myself when I don't have a schedule. The cost of independence is higher than the pay. My husband wants me to quit my job. I have no time for reading in my off time. None. Maybe I'll try and start a book tonight and think about watching a movie? Ridiculous.