So over the last year a lot has changed, I got divorced from my wife of 7 years, bought a house, lost both my grandmothers, changed jobs and have been moving forward the best I can. After 4 years of arguing, stressing and feeling lonely in a relationship I finally left. Here's what has changed I am now primary custody of my daughter which is great, I barely get to see my step daughter which is heartbreaking to watch my daughter go through, co parenting with my ex is a nightmare and everyday just gets a little more stressful and a little further away from what I expected divorce to be. I have a girlfriend now seems to be going ok but as it progresses I'm not sure how far forward I want to move. She's sending wedding things to me and keeps talking about a family and I'm not sure how into it I am. After the last 7 years and the divorce I'm not sure I ever want to be married again, have anymore kids etc. I'm just in a very confusing place and don't know how to move forward. I just want to get along so my daughter is happy and not break someone's heart who wants more out of me than I can put out. So to add on to this my ex decided to inform me I could no longer see my step daughter so I was forced to leave my gf. I absolutely can not win beyond frustrated and sad at this juncture.
