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whew.. i spilled water on my keyboard the other day and now some keys dont work arg..

and here are some more bad news - my teeth have been hurting for the past two days - the pain comes and goes.. and it sucks, because i think it might be my wisdoms.. meaning id have to take them out, and im terrified.

*sigh* i have such a headache. the past few days have been an emotional rollercoaster. of note.

weird how things work out. 5 years ago i totally would have never thought THIS would happen..

i absolutely need to update more often.

here are another 50:

1) i stayed up all night working on a website.
2) i have been slacking with my exercise.
3) iv been consuming 1-2 red bulls a day.
4) i havent written my book in ages.
5) my mother is not talking to me
6) i cant move out yet
7) i still havent found...
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because im bored..

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage = water
2. last phone call = lauren
3. last text message = rayno
4. last song you listened to = something from sonic syndicate
5. last time you cried = tuesday morning

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice = yes
7. been cheated on = too much
8. kissed someone & regretted it =yes...
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this post is rather arb..

things that shouldnt have happened happened.. for the past year, i have been unable to feel emotional pain.. i have two weeks of sadness and then im just numb. im sure its not normal but it works for me..

do things hurt? of course they do.. do i miss it? sometimes. but the bad is outweighing the good and it...
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it should be noted that im totally not a morning person.. AT ALL..

the german is coming to the US with me, we are so amped. we are gonna book our tour next week, when my parents are back.

other than that, we went to DOORS the other night, expecting some drama (mr bipolar was on a date, and the adorable ex and the clueless...
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so, the past few days have been amazing!

i have been dating someone for he past week, and he is really growing on me. lets call him the german hehehe.. anyways, we've been having lots of fun together.. i took my dad to the airport on thursday night, and that in itself was an adventure. then the german and i went to olive lounge. yesterday...
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woah, i need to update more often.

heres whats new with me:

1) my dad's going to bulgaria tomorrow. thus, i have the house all to myself til the 24th.
2) i am actually doing exercise now. i know, shocking.
3) i havent watched TV in like a week
4) im writing a book
5) i miss my sister, as usual
6) im getting a...
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wow. last night was beyond amazing!

vanja and i went to the party, and i wasnt going to drink, cos i was driving. but then i changed my mind, so we went home, dropped off my car and my daddy dropped us off. i totally broke it down on the dancefloor to SWEAT X 'iv got money iv got time, iv got pussy on my...
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so, after a horrible start to the week, i went out on thursday. i live for thursday nights..

anyways, the night turned out to be VERY interesting. indeed. *giggle*.. i ended up going back to a friends place, turns out he lives with another friend, and then 2 other friends were there, working on vega stuff, so we just drank and passed out. yesterday morning,...
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