wow what a mad day.. worked til 8pm.. came home and did some admin for VIXXEN. no, i dont ever not work.. but the more people like the mag, the more i cant stop. ive never been one to do things by halves and get super motivated to be better and better. my upbringin i guess?
today marks fourteen years since i first set foot...
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today marks fourteen years since i first set foot...
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*sigh* what a week.. wednesday night i met up with the
gorgeous boy for dinner and ended up having sex. thursday
was a horrible day at work, and friday was only slightly better.
friday night i saw the boy again. yesterday i worked and then told him
i like him. he said he doesnt feel the same.
then i went to DIAZ's farewell, where...
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gorgeous boy for dinner and ended up having sex. thursday
was a horrible day at work, and friday was only slightly better.
friday night i saw the boy again. yesterday i worked and then told him
i like him. he said he doesnt feel the same.
then i went to DIAZ's farewell, where...
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Aye aye. Next week friday, my sister will be here. I can only describe my emotions as absolutely surreal. We have been planning this since May and now There is onyl a little over a week left!
Til then, Im working on launching the December issue of VIXXEN (tonight, hopefully), as well as FITNESS, next monday hopefully..
I need a break, I really do, work...
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Til then, Im working on launching the December issue of VIXXEN (tonight, hopefully), as well as FITNESS, next monday hopefully..
I need a break, I really do, work...
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hollystar:
hey Hello baby I order you a very big kiss
aeson:
<3
wow, i have been working nonstop all week - during
the day at FITNESS, and at night on VIXXEN.. everyone
in the office has been in such a good mood, which definitely
helps being productive!!
so, the boy has disappointed me, like they all do.. nothing new
there, although i cant get him outta my head. i usually do not
feel anything for casual fucks,...
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the day at FITNESS, and at night on VIXXEN.. everyone
in the office has been in such a good mood, which definitely
helps being productive!!
so, the boy has disappointed me, like they all do.. nothing new
there, although i cant get him outta my head. i usually do not
feel anything for casual fucks,...
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diaz:
Babe, you will be fine.
We will get together and bitch and moan untill we turn blue then we will feel better.
Alcahol will be our friend, together
I also can't understand this whole Twilight thing.. Its like Ooooh I am a vegetarian vampire and I love my family and I don't kill people and I sparkle like a diamond in the sun
Untill tomorrow gorgeous.
We will get together and bitch and moan untill we turn blue then we will feel better.
Alcahol will be our friend, together
I also can't understand this whole Twilight thing.. Its like Ooooh I am a vegetarian vampire and I love my family and I don't kill people and I sparkle like a diamond in the sun
Untill tomorrow gorgeous.
aeson:
hahaha that sparkle thing is funny.. i just totally dont see it all.. i dont even think that guys hot and that lead chick irritates me SO much..
was nice, yesterday <3
was nice, yesterday <3
so.. beravement aside, the past few days have been.. interesting.
we went to the memorial service. then we drank vodka at the little reception after. just like kai, to go out with a bang. then we went to drink more.. to toast for him. then i made a bet with an ex from like 8 years ago. went home with him, had sex. called in...
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we went to the memorial service. then we drank vodka at the little reception after. just like kai, to go out with a bang. then we went to drink more.. to toast for him. then i made a bet with an ex from like 8 years ago. went home with him, had sex. called in...
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biglove:
hello prety!
aeson:
hello
Memorial service today.
I have a lump in my throat. Im trying not to cry. The weather is sober, just like my mood.
I dont know how to say goodbye. I dont WANT to say goodbye. I CANT say goodbye. Goodbye is forever.
Im not religious, so I dont believe he is in a better place.
I wish he was still here.
My heart is...
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I have a lump in my throat. Im trying not to cry. The weather is sober, just like my mood.
I dont know how to say goodbye. I dont WANT to say goodbye. I CANT say goodbye. Goodbye is forever.
Im not religious, so I dont believe he is in a better place.
I wish he was still here.
My heart is...
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diaz:
Thank you gorgeous <3
We must get together this week some time.
I am hopefully selling my car today or tomorrow and I will be out of my financial dire straits.
xxx
We must get together this week some time.
I am hopefully selling my car today or tomorrow and I will be out of my financial dire straits.
xxx
aeson:
yay!!
yes yes lots of party time before you leave.
yes yes lots of party time before you leave.
So much has happened, I dont even know where to begin..
VIXXEN has completely taken off! We are gettin support from a lot of local alternative readers, male and female alike! It has been a rollercoaster for the past 2 weeks.. Shot some covers and fashion spreads on the weekend.. one featured the lovely DIAZ who was SUCH a good sport, and did exactly what...
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VIXXEN has completely taken off! We are gettin support from a lot of local alternative readers, male and female alike! It has been a rollercoaster for the past 2 weeks.. Shot some covers and fashion spreads on the weekend.. one featured the lovely DIAZ who was SUCH a good sport, and did exactly what...
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diaz:
You rock lady. Was awesome working with you!
Once again I am so very sorry about your friend.
Saying goodbye is never easy.
Once again I am so very sorry about your friend.
Saying goodbye is never easy.
aeson:
*sigh* I know.. I guess thats life. But it still sucks.
Funeral is tomorrow. Then I think Ima drink my sorrows away all weekend,
I'll sms you maybe we can hook up
<3
Funeral is tomorrow. Then I think Ima drink my sorrows away all weekend,
I'll sms you maybe we can hook up
<3
I have become a complete workaholic! I spent the whole of yesterday researching new stuff for VIXXEN, and just doing general business.. and this is supposed to be my weekend off!!
Anyways, last night, Eben, who is a photographer came with me to SLAUGHTERHOUSE, which is an animal rights party hosted by my dear fellow Eastern European friend, Anastasia, with performances, piercings and talks.. I...
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Anyways, last night, Eben, who is a photographer came with me to SLAUGHTERHOUSE, which is an animal rights party hosted by my dear fellow Eastern European friend, Anastasia, with performances, piercings and talks.. I...
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diaz:
Thank you lady. Thanks again for an awesome shoot on sunday. Very excited to see the final product. Kisses xx
And so, it is finally here - my 'little' project that I have been workin on for the past few months.
When the idea for this formed into my head, I didnt know what I was starting - it was simply something I saw a need for, for girls like me - alternative girls, if you will. Ones that do not fit the mould, ones...
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When the idea for this formed into my head, I didnt know what I was starting - it was simply something I saw a need for, for girls like me - alternative girls, if you will. Ones that do not fit the mould, ones...
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darkmrfripperton:
You're so beautiful!
Congrats on your new magazine!
Congrats on your new magazine!
aeson:
Thank you!!
This week has been rather chilled at work.. and my bosses are away today, so Im doing as little as possible..
There have been some interesting developments on my side.. mostly to do with boys.. I met a really rad boy, we have been hanging out a lot, we click and I love his company.. but I dont know if Im interested in him like...
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There have been some interesting developments on my side.. mostly to do with boys.. I met a really rad boy, we have been hanging out a lot, we click and I love his company.. but I dont know if Im interested in him like...
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