aeson

so.. beravement aside, the past few days have been.. interesting.

we went to the memorial service. then we drank vodka at the little reception after. just like kai, to go out with a bang. then we went to drink more.. to toast for him. then i made a bet with an ex from like 8 years ago. went home with him, had sex. called in sick the next day, i just couldnt face anything. proceeded to cuddle and have sex all day.

and now, ive managed to fall for him. which does not suit me very well. i cant, it would never work. but im falling.

silly, silly me.

how is everyone?