aeson

i have decided that i am going to update in this format..

1. i have stuffed my face this weekend..
2. tomorrow, i start dieting and cardio.
3. i found out something horrible on monday, and my heart proceeded to break into a million little pieces..
4. then i got a phone call that one of my best friends had overdosed.
5. i spent monday night drinking myself silly and crying myself to sleep.
6. the rest of the week was amazing.
7. i finally kissed a boy i have been waiting to kiss for 7 years. and it was worth the wait.
8. my mom and i are now talking and its awesome.
9. i met one of the most amazing people last weekend, and am so glad he is in my life.
10. i think emily browning is gorgeous.
12. i have decided to stop drinking for a while - because i want to lose weight and because i drink to hide my problems..
13. on the first night of my sobriety, i bumped into my ex with his new girlfriend..
14. but after the shit i found out on monday, my tearducts do not produce anymore tears.
15. i went to a gig at a dam yesterday and dressed up (for once) - and got so many compliments
16. this week at work is gonna be hectic, because the magazine goes to print next week.
17. im downloading the new KINGS OF LEON
18. two and a half weeks til payday, and i have a total of a hundred bucks on me.
19. im getting a new tattoo when i get paid.
20. i am utterly disappointed at what drugs did to someone who was once a role model to me.