aeson

this post is rather arb..

things that shouldnt have happened happened.. for the past year, i have been unable to feel emotional pain.. i have two weeks of sadness and then im just numb. im sure its not normal but it works for me..

do things hurt? of course they do.. do i miss it? sometimes. but the bad is outweighing the good and it helps.

never ever will i go back to being upset, unwanted and unloved.

im better and stronger than that.. right?