aeryn

Earlier today I was asked what I got angry about. Well I get fucking angry when my six year old comes home crying from her fathers house because he had spent the part of it crying because he felt No one loved him. My little girl was crushed, not only because she didnt want to see her daddy hurting, but because she thinks he doesnt know she loves him. Im so angry I think about finding ways he cant see them. I have to swallow this bile, not say a bad word about their father, and find a way to make him look good while also letting them know how he is behaving is not normal or what they should expect from a parent.
Fuck - now I need to go find a friend that knows him that will remind me of some of the reasons I spent fifteen years with him.