aeryn

Truth is a very wiggly word. I have always thought of myself as someone truthful. I lied to myself.

One could very well understand not saying something because it might hurt the other person or the relationship or because you've said it before and they don't want to listen. One could very well understand that by not saying that something, that one might have to compromise oneself to continue to be with that person. One could understand that then one might be in a situation to lie to continue the compromise to avoid the hurt. And then one very well might understand how ones life becomes a lie of hidden truths and compromises. And now Im a liar and he doesnt understand and I have hurt him.