aeryn

suzy_kabloozy and nolefdetnaw

It appears that I kidnapped these two people and made them take me out to dinner on Monday. It has been decided that even if two people drive for three days to your town, take you out for drinks and dinner, YOU are still the kidnapper. It was well worth the possible criminal charges. I not only think they both are so fun but I all I can do is bow down in admiration at their willingness to jump into life and love.

How ever wonderful that night was I was; I came home to, to, to a scene? Yes, thats it, a scene, a scene in bad TV show. I sat down and just watched. The show was about the ending of a relationship. He is pleading for her. He breaks his hand on the cabinet as he threatens suicide. The girl calls the police. The police put handcuffs on him and take him away as the girl cries quietly in the driveway. The girl tries to not let the children know. She tries not to think about him driving around the next day with the gun he had taken from the house. She cant breathe until she gets the gun from him and gets rid of it. What an awful drama. Luckily, its not my life and I just could sit and watch.

The rest of the week was consisted of being pulled back fully awake by a dream. It had wonderful feeling of jumping and not worrying where I might land - a feeling that wherever I ended up after this I would be ok. And that was real, frightening, and exciting.

I can only tell him so many times that I cant try any more.

The word for today became: DIVORCE

The song fragment for the day:

Fare thee well now, let your life proceed by its own design.
Nothing to tell now, let the words be yours, Im done with mine.