so for the past year and half my family has been dealing with my little brother and his heroin addiction. he didnt live with us for a while by his own choice, hes currently going through the court system for stealing a womans purse in a mall, and he is continuing to steal our things.
i have to lock my door. my mom carries her purse into the bathroom. he lies about everything. and it all started with this junkie girlfriend. my mother is so depressed and cant find happiness in anything else in her life because of this BS. i feel like he is stealing my mother from me. weve tried to get him help and get him into rehab but he isnt bad enough for them to take him. i find needles and spoons in strange places. its so incredibly frustrating to tell him how ive had alot of my friends go through this, how ive had friends die, and how a friend is in jail because of this evil drug and he just continues to fuck up. i dont believe him when he cries.
he needs therapy, rehab, and a new start. and thanks to the MICAP program he will be getting it. he had been failing piss tests with them and will be taken into custody tomorrow until a spot opens up in their inpatient rehab program. My family and i will finally get a break from all the emotional stress this has been putting on us. He will get the help he needs and hopefully be able to break ties with the friends and girlfriend who are contributing to his downfall. None of the support, love, or opportunities to make things better that we have given him have made a change. I can only hope this will be the end of this. I dont want to see him dead or in jail because he couldnt make a difference in his life now.
he doesnt know he is going into custody tomorrow. i want to hug him and tell him i love him. i wish i could be there with him because i know how scared he is going to be. but in the end this is what he needs. i will continue to be in touch with him and support him through his rehab. we will never get back our things he pawned off but hopefully we can get our brother and son back.
i just needed to get that off my chest to something, someone.
on a happier note:
:
my weight loss is continuing to be successful and im feel like im the hottest and sexiest ive ever been.
its a pretty awesome feeling.
i hope you are all well.
i have to lock my door. my mom carries her purse into the bathroom. he lies about everything. and it all started with this junkie girlfriend. my mother is so depressed and cant find happiness in anything else in her life because of this BS. i feel like he is stealing my mother from me. weve tried to get him help and get him into rehab but he isnt bad enough for them to take him. i find needles and spoons in strange places. its so incredibly frustrating to tell him how ive had alot of my friends go through this, how ive had friends die, and how a friend is in jail because of this evil drug and he just continues to fuck up. i dont believe him when he cries.
he needs therapy, rehab, and a new start. and thanks to the MICAP program he will be getting it. he had been failing piss tests with them and will be taken into custody tomorrow until a spot opens up in their inpatient rehab program. My family and i will finally get a break from all the emotional stress this has been putting on us. He will get the help he needs and hopefully be able to break ties with the friends and girlfriend who are contributing to his downfall. None of the support, love, or opportunities to make things better that we have given him have made a change. I can only hope this will be the end of this. I dont want to see him dead or in jail because he couldnt make a difference in his life now.
he doesnt know he is going into custody tomorrow. i want to hug him and tell him i love him. i wish i could be there with him because i know how scared he is going to be. but in the end this is what he needs. i will continue to be in touch with him and support him through his rehab. we will never get back our things he pawned off but hopefully we can get our brother and son back.
i just needed to get that off my chest to something, someone.
on a happier note:
:
my weight loss is continuing to be successful and im feel like im the hottest and sexiest ive ever been.
its a pretty awesome feeling.
i hope you are all well.
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I watched a friend go through heroin addiction and she had a child. It was brutal. I think you're family is doing the right thing.