Clint tattooed me again today! Now Godfrey has a friend named Herman! Clint did an amazing job on the shading. I love em! I'll take a picture of my back when i get a chance so everyone can see what my back looks like all together.
my mom wasn't to happy when i came home with saran wrap on my back. we made shish kabobs today. they came out pretty good. green pepper, pineapple, steak, and mushrooms. awesome. im realizing im really tired and sore now. getting tattooed always takes alot out of me.
so i've never really dated. i mean i've had two major boyfriends since i was 15 with a handful of casual relationships/hook ups while i was at college. but ive never really dated. i dunno i guess i feel like its an antiquated term. you wanna get to know me? ok lets go do something. if it works and we have fun then ok we had fun and we will do it again and if we like eachother enough ill be ur girlfriend and see you exclusively. but the term date....it just seems silly to me. but anyway here i am at a point in my life where i need to meet more people. i need to "date". i need to widen my circle of friends and possible partners if i'm going to survive this. i dont know how to be single. i dont know how to not be someones girlfriend. but i know im lonely for a close friend. for cuddling, laying around in bed, and intimacy. i just wish this was easier. so many of these "dates" that ive experienced over these past few years i have ended up frustrated and disappointed. it shudn't be this hard.
i have to work alot this week. my back hurts.
my mom wasn't to happy when i came home with saran wrap on my back. we made shish kabobs today. they came out pretty good. green pepper, pineapple, steak, and mushrooms. awesome. im realizing im really tired and sore now. getting tattooed always takes alot out of me.
so i've never really dated. i mean i've had two major boyfriends since i was 15 with a handful of casual relationships/hook ups while i was at college. but ive never really dated. i dunno i guess i feel like its an antiquated term. you wanna get to know me? ok lets go do something. if it works and we have fun then ok we had fun and we will do it again and if we like eachother enough ill be ur girlfriend and see you exclusively. but the term date....it just seems silly to me. but anyway here i am at a point in my life where i need to meet more people. i need to "date". i need to widen my circle of friends and possible partners if i'm going to survive this. i dont know how to be single. i dont know how to not be someones girlfriend. but i know im lonely for a close friend. for cuddling, laying around in bed, and intimacy. i just wish this was easier. so many of these "dates" that ive experienced over these past few years i have ended up frustrated and disappointed. it shudn't be this hard.
i have to work alot this week. my back hurts.
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I want the sparrows but then again Im an ocean gal, I wanted anchors or something ocean related. Now I have no idea what the hell I want to do. And if he notices I cant make up my mind he wont do it bcz he will think I will regret it or something. Yet he gets tattoos all the time (some i hate) but you know how that goes.