it's begining to set in as to how real the fact that i am going to iraq is. everyday is one closer to being over there, and it's a pretty scary thing. i have mentioned before that i am not so much worried about getting shot or wounded, although that is part of it. i am mostly afraid of not being able to handle some...
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three years ago today, is when that shit happened that is making me to to iraq now.
fucks.
fucks.
a lot of really weet people have been asking me about sending me care packages while i am in iraq (btw i found out that i leave, for sure, on october 3rd).
so for all of you folks asking what it is to send in the care packages, i made an amazon wishlist (link is in my profile, of course). feel free to send kool...
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so for all of you folks asking what it is to send in the care packages, i made an amazon wishlist (link is in my profile, of course). feel free to send kool...
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burstandbloom:
im writing some action story for delusion
i dont usually write action
so im trying too pack it with as much as i can
and i like trying new things
so its going good
i dont usually write action
so im trying too pack it with as much as i can
and i like trying new things
so its going good
burstandbloom:
ill check out the story
read at your own caution.
For exactly nine minutes and two seconds, I sat in the bottom of a canyon, on the hood of my car, music blasting, trying to forget everything Id ever known about love and death and deceit and most of all, about life. An enormous bird of some sort flew high overhead squawking in the cold Arizona air. Its patterns of...
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For exactly nine minutes and two seconds, I sat in the bottom of a canyon, on the hood of my car, music blasting, trying to forget everything Id ever known about love and death and deceit and most of all, about life. An enormous bird of some sort flew high overhead squawking in the cold Arizona air. Its patterns of...
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germ13:
That was amazing where did you draw your inspiration from?
barbiq:
excellent : Aerosol 
i am leaving on a jet plane, don't know when i'm coming back again.
back to seattle,
for all the good/shitty times,
hope my plane wont crash.
back to seattle,
for all the good/shitty times,
hope my plane wont crash.
granny:
me too 
you move around a lot, dont you?
you move around a lot, dont you?
visha:
i used 16g needles. And if i used bigger i would have big scars holes all down me. and i dont want that 
computer situation has been rectified, and it is lovely :
i bought some wicked nice new headphones for the plane ride to atlanta tomorow, ill be gone for a week or so, but i will probably be online while i am there. i hate plane rides, and this one is going to be nonstop. i am not afraid to fly at all, just get pissed...
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i bought some wicked nice new headphones for the plane ride to atlanta tomorow, ill be gone for a week or so, but i will probably be online while i am there. i hate plane rides, and this one is going to be nonstop. i am not afraid to fly at all, just get pissed...
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chris_sick:
good luck at the lake.
yourname:
buy you a wurlitzer? if only i could. i do believe in the you should give stuff away on your birthday, not expect things... but i unfortunately can't afford that right now...
my computer is broken again, fucking piece. it is ok though, the situation will be fixed quite soon.
i have decided that i am more than amused by every closing ceremony from any olympics in time past.
i love life sometimes.
ty is ok (he is the one with hiv), his health will be good for a while at least.
i love all of you...
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i have decided that i am more than amused by every closing ceremony from any olympics in time past.
i love life sometimes.
ty is ok (he is the one with hiv), his health will be good for a while at least.
i love all of you...
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geraldine:
*Hahaha* It's okay, being called a broad doesn't bother me when it's said affectionately by friends.
I did do the AIDS WALK last year. My mother and sister, along with my mom's co-workers, made up a team and we raised well over two grand! I hope to surpass that this year. It was a great experience and I can't wait to do it again. I'm so glad to hear your friend is doing good.
I swear, my computer is very lucky that I don't own a baseball bat, or I wouldn't be writing to you right now.
I did do the AIDS WALK last year. My mother and sister, along with my mom's co-workers, made up a team and we raised well over two grand! I hope to surpass that this year. It was a great experience and I can't wait to do it again. I'm so glad to hear your friend is doing good.
I swear, my computer is very lucky that I don't own a baseball bat, or I wouldn't be writing to you right now.
sweetbuns:
computers suck!
i've known for a while that my best friend is sick, but never knew what it was...
he told me today.
he is both gay and hiv+.
shock has consumed me.
he told me today.
he is both gay and hiv+.
shock has consumed me.
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marlowe:
... I'm sorry.
geraldine:
Aw, thank you!
It does seem a bit artificial when someone sends just a "Sorry" as a condolence. I do hope your friend is dealing okay. I know this is one of the most difficult situations anyone can endure and you're really going to have to be there for him. Good luck to you and your friend.
It does seem a bit artificial when someone sends just a "Sorry" as a condolence. I do hope your friend is dealing okay. I know this is one of the most difficult situations anyone can endure and you're really going to have to be there for him. Good luck to you and your friend.
a song of mine is going to be on the new compilation by hey sherman productions.
i am pretty excited to put something new out, but i still wish i could release the ep i have had sitting around for nearly two years. i swear i am like axl rose.
i don't know when this comp comes out, but i assume i will be in...
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i am pretty excited to put something new out, but i still wish i could release the ep i have had sitting around for nearly two years. i swear i am like axl rose.
i don't know when this comp comes out, but i assume i will be in...
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chris_sick:
start here
and i'll email you more later, once i get them sorted.
perfect for the scotland couple story.
and i'll email you more later, once i get them sorted.
perfect for the scotland couple story.
akasha823:
Thanks for the birthday wish. Congrats on the CD comp. Hope you make a speedy and safe return from Iraq.
i used to like dreams, but lately they have done nothing but rip my heart out. for a while, i was feeling really good about the ex, didn't think of her much and really wasn't too hurt anymore.
until last night when i have a dream about her, kinda made me remember some of the good stuff, and now my heart fucking hurts.
song of...
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until last night when i have a dream about her, kinda made me remember some of the good stuff, and now my heart fucking hurts.
song of...
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su:
thank you for being another "voice of reason" in the Emergency Services group, I'm glad someone else tried seeing the other side of the story.
pandamonium:
YOU CREEPY BASTARD!!!
hahaha ... kidding.
why are you coming to Atlanta for Labor Day weekend when you don't know anybody?
hahaha ... kidding.
why are you coming to Atlanta for Labor Day weekend when you don't know anybody?
i put up some comments
im sure there are a lot of great doctors and nurses working with you over in iraq
and you will be fine man
oh yeah and, keep your head down.