aerosolinvasion

i cannot keep going if things stay the way they've been this week. instability can in these sorts of times be the most unattractive of all things possible.
consider this a midtour crisis i suppose, but there's nobody to talk to about it. the one girl who could say something i'd believe, is at this time unavailable, as has been the trend lately (due to no faults of our own).
i can't help but wonder what's happening.
but i knew these times would be hard, and i knew it was too easy to begin with, these things change day to day. i'm sure it's just an inpoetic form of knowing i have so much, just nothing within my direct reach.
so there's my venting, justified or not.

in other news, i need a webpage made. i already have the domain and everything, and i will pay quite well. preferably flash.
thanks,
toph