fucking gross.
i got shitfaces last night and passed out.
well apparently at some point, i also vomited. i did so through my window, to drunk to realize that there was a screen in the way.
fuck.
there is vomitus all over the place, so fucking nasty. i am to puke all over again.
in other news, found out that gia used to be a...
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i got shitfaces last night and passed out.
well apparently at some point, i also vomited. i did so through my window, to drunk to realize that there was a screen in the way.
fuck.
there is vomitus all over the place, so fucking nasty. i am to puke all over again.
in other news, found out that gia used to be a...
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scratch that, i don't even really feel like going to oregon, i'll just be around here.
got off early today which was nice, started preparing, you know like the ffiinnaall preperations. all my stuff get's moved wednesday, so i will probably be bored for a while (worry not, i shall still have my precious computer).
listning to the mars volta for the first time in...
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got off early today which was nice, started preparing, you know like the ffiinnaall preperations. all my stuff get's moved wednesday, so i will probably be bored for a while (worry not, i shall still have my precious computer).
listning to the mars volta for the first time in...
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girlrobot:
that's hot. there is nothing like making out to massive attack. maybe you should come to oregon (specifically portland) after all? hehe
girlrobot:
I have always wanted to go up to seattle! happy 1000 posts for you!
going to portland this weekend.
i have fun when i go to portland.
i should have fun this time too, it is going to be my last trip for a loooong time.
canon d20, droooooool.
powerbook g4 17", drooooooooooool.
gibson montana blues king, beyond drool.
just wait till i buy those things in iraq (which yes, i actually am doing).
i will awake everymorning in...
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i have fun when i go to portland.
i should have fun this time too, it is going to be my last trip for a loooong time.
canon d20, droooooool.
powerbook g4 17", drooooooooooool.
gibson montana blues king, beyond drool.
just wait till i buy those things in iraq (which yes, i actually am doing).
i will awake everymorning in...
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chris_sick:
i've got a weird idea for a new thread in the writer's guild thought i'd bounce it offa you, see if it sparks anything.
how about short stories(five to ten hundred range) that are made up of one or two paragraph postcard entires. just postcards from one person to another, so you only get half the dialogue and it'd be a challenge to write in a strange airy, easy-going style. you'd have to tell a definate story, but only through communication, and even then, only one sided. no narrative. that, i think, would be interesting.
how about short stories(five to ten hundred range) that are made up of one or two paragraph postcard entires. just postcards from one person to another, so you only get half the dialogue and it'd be a challenge to write in a strange airy, easy-going style. you'd have to tell a definate story, but only through communication, and even then, only one sided. no narrative. that, i think, would be interesting.
chris_sick:
i see random refrences to the frogs in your comments section. would this be the same frogs who wrote "i'm evil, jack" and "god is gay"? those frogs, or are their multiply frogs hopping about?
it's begining to set in as to how real the fact that i am going to iraq is. everyday is one closer to being over there, and it's a pretty scary thing. i have mentioned before that i am not so much worried about getting shot or wounded, although that is part of it. i am mostly afraid of not being able to handle some...
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burstandbloom:
i saw your story was iron and wine style
i put up some comments
im sure there are a lot of great doctors and nurses working with you over in iraq
and you will be fine man
i put up some comments
im sure there are a lot of great doctors and nurses working with you over in iraq
and you will be fine man
germ13:
dude if one of your patients dies it won't be your fault, I believe that if it's your time to go, it's your time to go and there is nothing you can do to stop it. As for the shit you might see out there, a friend is a combat photographer and went to Africa he told me what he saw out there changed his whole perception of what humans are capable of. If you keep in touch I'll be here to talk to you if you need to get a weight off of your mind.
oh yeah and, keep your head down.
oh yeah and, keep your head down.
three years ago today, is when that shit happened that is making me to to iraq now.
fucks.
fucks.
a lot of really weet people have been asking me about sending me care packages while i am in iraq (btw i found out that i leave, for sure, on october 3rd).
so for all of you folks asking what it is to send in the care packages, i made an amazon wishlist (link is in my profile, of course). feel free to send kool...
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so for all of you folks asking what it is to send in the care packages, i made an amazon wishlist (link is in my profile, of course). feel free to send kool...
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burstandbloom:
im writing some action story for delusion
i dont usually write action
so im trying too pack it with as much as i can
and i like trying new things
so its going good
i dont usually write action
so im trying too pack it with as much as i can
and i like trying new things
so its going good
burstandbloom:
ill check out the story
read at your own caution.
For exactly nine minutes and two seconds, I sat in the bottom of a canyon, on the hood of my car, music blasting, trying to forget everything Id ever known about love and death and deceit and most of all, about life. An enormous bird of some sort flew high overhead squawking in the cold Arizona air. Its patterns of...
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For exactly nine minutes and two seconds, I sat in the bottom of a canyon, on the hood of my car, music blasting, trying to forget everything Id ever known about love and death and deceit and most of all, about life. An enormous bird of some sort flew high overhead squawking in the cold Arizona air. Its patterns of...
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germ13:
That was amazing where did you draw your inspiration from?
barbiq:
excellent : Aerosol 
i am leaving on a jet plane, don't know when i'm coming back again.
back to seattle,
for all the good/shitty times,
hope my plane wont crash.
back to seattle,
for all the good/shitty times,
hope my plane wont crash.
granny:
me too 
you move around a lot, dont you?
you move around a lot, dont you?
visha:
i used 16g needles. And if i used bigger i would have big scars holes all down me. and i dont want that 
computer situation has been rectified, and it is lovely :
i bought some wicked nice new headphones for the plane ride to atlanta tomorow, ill be gone for a week or so, but i will probably be online while i am there. i hate plane rides, and this one is going to be nonstop. i am not afraid to fly at all, just get pissed...
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i bought some wicked nice new headphones for the plane ride to atlanta tomorow, ill be gone for a week or so, but i will probably be online while i am there. i hate plane rides, and this one is going to be nonstop. i am not afraid to fly at all, just get pissed...
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chris_sick:
good luck at the lake.
yourname:
buy you a wurlitzer? if only i could. i do believe in the you should give stuff away on your birthday, not expect things... but i unfortunately can't afford that right now...
my computer is broken again, fucking piece. it is ok though, the situation will be fixed quite soon.
i have decided that i am more than amused by every closing ceremony from any olympics in time past.
i love life sometimes.
ty is ok (he is the one with hiv), his health will be good for a while at least.
i love all of you...
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i have decided that i am more than amused by every closing ceremony from any olympics in time past.
i love life sometimes.
ty is ok (he is the one with hiv), his health will be good for a while at least.
i love all of you...
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geraldine:
*Hahaha* It's okay, being called a broad doesn't bother me when it's said affectionately by friends.
I did do the AIDS WALK last year. My mother and sister, along with my mom's co-workers, made up a team and we raised well over two grand! I hope to surpass that this year. It was a great experience and I can't wait to do it again. I'm so glad to hear your friend is doing good.
I swear, my computer is very lucky that I don't own a baseball bat, or I wouldn't be writing to you right now.
I did do the AIDS WALK last year. My mother and sister, along with my mom's co-workers, made up a team and we raised well over two grand! I hope to surpass that this year. It was a great experience and I can't wait to do it again. I'm so glad to hear your friend is doing good.
I swear, my computer is very lucky that I don't own a baseball bat, or I wouldn't be writing to you right now.
sweetbuns:
computers suck!
i've known for a while that my best friend is sick, but never knew what it was...
he told me today.
he is both gay and hiv+.
shock has consumed me.
he told me today.
he is both gay and hiv+.
shock has consumed me.
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marlowe:
... I'm sorry.
geraldine:
Aw, thank you!
It does seem a bit artificial when someone sends just a "Sorry" as a condolence. I do hope your friend is dealing okay. I know this is one of the most difficult situations anyone can endure and you're really going to have to be there for him. Good luck to you and your friend.
It does seem a bit artificial when someone sends just a "Sorry" as a condolence. I do hope your friend is dealing okay. I know this is one of the most difficult situations anyone can endure and you're really going to have to be there for him. Good luck to you and your friend.
aerosolinvasion:
be warned, there is nakedness.
you have a problem
if I can help let me know, helping is 'my thing'