aerokin

I'm sorry I'm so sad, today is not my day and I don't know how to pick myself up. I've been really depressed the past week and it seems like people cant really notice because I've been hiding it so well and maybe tonight was the breaking point.

It's 3:10am and I still can't go to sleep, because sometimes late at night the things your running from finally catch up. I don't want to get into the details but I'm sure everyone knows what I'm talking about, when your alone late at night and those sad thoughts and regrets sneak up on you.

I guess for the most part I've been feeling really lonely lately. Too bad that I'm doing this to myself because I'm the one ditching my friends and isolating myself. I dont even know why i do it because when your lonely you shouldn't push people away.

I just wish I had someone to hold me and kiss me and love me and tell me things will be ok. I miss it.

i want to cry it all away, I'm sorry I'm so sad...

If you care about me and you love me, please be here for me.