dance party on saturday was off the hook. got a little too wasted, but hey, there are worst things to be. ah well. gonna go watch the red sox - i can't deal with those goddamn yankees. they are like the detroit red wings of baseball...and i hate the red wings.
some of my set on saturday included:
stacy q mixed with a sunshine remix...
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some of my set on saturday included:
stacy q mixed with a sunshine remix...
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thecowboy:
...ahhh the windy city...
machasha:
more pics
eating couscous and drinking iced chai with soy milk. need a death stick, but too lazy to walk to the corner to buy some.
maybe i will...it is so very nice outside, yes...chicago is feeling good this week. nice warm weather and the cubs winning in the playoffs...drunken frat boys yelling into the wee hours of the morning with their drunk ass bubble butt sluts...
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maybe i will...it is so very nice outside, yes...chicago is feeling good this week. nice warm weather and the cubs winning in the playoffs...drunken frat boys yelling into the wee hours of the morning with their drunk ass bubble butt sluts...
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aanya:
how do I manage to keep posting after d20 all the time! damn...yeah, these journals are theraputic. Better to rant in them then to rant at people in real life. I think I have two other online journals that I get all my venting out in as well. THings that would be too long to write in here.
Second chances are a good thing I think. Everyone deserves one. I hope it works out for you and your boy.
I wish I lived in chicago so I could see one of your shows!
Second chances are a good thing I think. Everyone deserves one. I hope it works out for you and your boy.
I wish I lived in chicago so I could see one of your shows!
fading:
It's good that you got that advice from someone other than me. I would be very biased.
I usually don't divulge my dirty stuff in an online journal. People would freak the fuck out. But at least I have a wonderful, long-term relationship... thank goodness.
I usually don't divulge my dirty stuff in an online journal. People would freak the fuck out. But at least I have a wonderful, long-term relationship... thank goodness.
"Alone in the sun. Alone in the sun."
Unlike the movie Sex and Lucia, however, there are no hot guys popping up and having sex with me non-stop after such a statement to cheer me up.
I am once again alone. No boy. No boy. Ah well, no hard feelings, I don't hate him really...just super disappointed...and sad.
why are people so hypocritical and insincere?...
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Unlike the movie Sex and Lucia, however, there are no hot guys popping up and having sex with me non-stop after such a statement to cheer me up.
I am once again alone. No boy. No boy. Ah well, no hard feelings, I don't hate him really...just super disappointed...and sad.
why are people so hypocritical and insincere?...
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novalues:
welcome to the party. prozac to the left and booze to the right
fading:
I'm "way" too fucking honest. But I have learned that people trust you more and appreciate you more when you always tell the truth, no matter what. You can be counted on. And you're right, there is no fucking way to have a healthy relationship without total honesty. Don't hide, it will all come out in the wash regardless.
So it's done for good, huh?
So it's done for good, huh?
Ouch!
Today was busy again. I am drinking a beer...again. I just had a cigarette...again...and I am contemplating turning in after making my last round of Life During Wartime buttons for my show next weekend.
I just finished mixing blu cantrell with hot hot heat. god, talk about weird...must work on my dj set more though...must make buttons....new flyer....new poster...and update the damn website too....
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Today was busy again. I am drinking a beer...again. I just had a cigarette...again...and I am contemplating turning in after making my last round of Life During Wartime buttons for my show next weekend.
I just finished mixing blu cantrell with hot hot heat. god, talk about weird...must work on my dj set more though...must make buttons....new flyer....new poster...and update the damn website too....
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aanya:
Blu Cantrell with Hot Hot Heat...sounds killer...I would love to hear that sometime!
I've heard that the new Outkast album is killer...maybe i will have to go and pick it up one of these days when I am not a broke ass....
I've heard that the new Outkast album is killer...maybe i will have to go and pick it up one of these days when I am not a broke ass....
d20:
holy mashup.
almost as important as what kind of shit do you mix: what kind of setup do you run?
almost as important as what kind of shit do you mix: what kind of setup do you run?
Must get a goodnight's sleep tonight so i'm drinking some stella, smoking a lucky, and playing on suicidegirls before hitting the hay, watching maybe "predator" and then calling it quits...i mean it this time. really. no getting side-tracked until 4 in the morning and watching episode after episode of futurama...while doing sit-ups to stave off an impending beer belly i am starting to form...
today...
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audio:
aeon, as per your msg on SGhopeful i just wanted to say again that i think youre silly for even considering having an image problem. i think i can speak for probably 99% of the people on here and say that YOU are DROP DEAD GORGEOUS!!!
youve got it all going on (how lame does that sound) you like amon tobin (awesome brazilian jazzy D&B), hellraiser and youve read camus!!! you rock my world.
anytime you need an image reminder, let me know!
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youve got it all going on (how lame does that sound) you like amon tobin (awesome brazilian jazzy D&B), hellraiser and youve read camus!!! you rock my world.
anytime you need an image reminder, let me know!
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oak:
I totally plan on making that Electric 6 show at Double Door. There's a kick ass band from Detroit called the Nice Device opening that night, too.
I've been meaning to try out Lincoln Square Lanes for a long time, just haven't gotten around to it yet. Maybe we can round up some people to work that action some time.
I've been meaning to try out Lincoln Square Lanes for a long time, just haven't gotten around to it yet. Maybe we can round up some people to work that action some time.
Errrrr...watching "Party Girl", drinking scottish beer, and trying to figure out why I am at home on a friday night with no desire to mingle with society and all these damn scenesters that have taken over Chicago. 
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fading:
Fuck 'em. Make your own space.
dereknobbs:
Goddamn!!!!! I just came across your profile, and from what I can see you are the most beautiful girl on this site!! You should be a suicide girl. Or at least let me draw or paint you. I love your lips! Check out my art dereknobbs.com you may like it enough to let me paint you.
Scenesters have taken over every town. Seattle is full of them.
They all think they're punker than the rest, with they're name brands and new skate shoes, and shaggy haircuts, (thank god I just got mine cut.) I just act like I'm too cool for them and try to ignore "punk"white kids talking in ebonics. The confusion MTV has caused must be stopped,
Scenesters have taken over every town. Seattle is full of them.
They all think they're punker than the rest, with they're name brands and new skate shoes, and shaggy haircuts, (thank god I just got mine cut.) I just act like I'm too cool for them and try to ignore "punk"white kids talking in ebonics. The confusion MTV has caused must be stopped,
wow. sleep deprivation + allergies = bad times all around. i'm gonna drink a stella, go buy some death sticks and watch family guy episodes until my man comes over after work. errrrrrrrr.
i've been looking forward to smelling his old spice scent all day. the little things keep you going in life.
too bad my nose is so plugged i can't breathe!!!
i've been looking forward to smelling his old spice scent all day. the little things keep you going in life.
too bad my nose is so plugged i can't breathe!!!
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jacqui:
awe
jacqui:
god i hate old spice, it reminds me of the boyz from my high school :/
the world seems so goddamn heavy sometimes. you are walking around and it takes so much effort just to put one foot in front of the other and the very pressure of living seems to suffocate you.
i need rest. i need to sleep and dream and escape the chaos of such a tedious existence. i enjoy so much, but love so little.
i need rest. i need to sleep and dream and escape the chaos of such a tedious existence. i enjoy so much, but love so little.
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herxredxdeath:
nothing seems to move forward in any smooth progression. every other step there is a piece of broken glass or a fallen tree to navigate.
sarc:
Cute pics n' stuff. I like homie's reaction in #8. 
i am tired....but i need to stay up for nip/tuck...damn that show is funny. then it is on to drinking some fine wine.
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aanya:
I dont think I have ever seen it. If its one of those reality TV shows then I am all about Temptation Island! So bad yet so good...nip and tuck...I'll have to check that out!
midori:
you are fucking cute. I suspect you know this already, but I had to share.
must sleep.
bjrk! bjrk! bjrk!
god i love that woman. maybe she will sing me a lullaby.
had pictures taken today with this photographer guy. pretty fun time, hope they turn out well. urg! off to bed! but first a bad poetry break from aeon...
ahem...
so silly here
i am to stay
a thought i dropped
from such a face
with empty arms
my...
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bjrk! bjrk! bjrk!
god i love that woman. maybe she will sing me a lullaby.
had pictures taken today with this photographer guy. pretty fun time, hope they turn out well. urg! off to bed! but first a bad poetry break from aeon...
ahem...
so silly here
i am to stay
a thought i dropped
from such a face
with empty arms
my...
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machasha:
Adult poetry is overated anyway. Now 5th grade poety, that is truth and close to the heart....or something.
leavemehere:
hello
sleep is overrated
bjork is great great stuff
....and i just had to say your very beautiful
the closer pic & the pic of your eyes
so awesome
and i agree with machasha
that is very good writing
lots of feeling in it
be well
lmh
sleep is overrated
bjork is great great stuff
....and i just had to say your very beautiful
the closer pic & the pic of your eyes
so awesome
and i agree with machasha
that is very good writing
lots of feeling in it
be well
lmh
yikes! so, the more i talk to people from this site, the more i like it! the girls here are great. i added a bunch of pics to my profile and joined a couple groups. not a bad way to spend a sunday evening. alas, i must go make buttons for my show this upcoming thursday. woohoo! got to design a new flyer too. so...
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aanya:
So glad you are part of the community! Hope to see more of you around!
olsen:
You're really gorgeous. Good luck becoming an suicide girl, I'd love to see you official.
lazy sundays with chai tea and good music...oh the little things...bjrk...mmmm....chai and silk....nectar of the gods.
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aanya:
It's the little things that make me the happiest too. I think maybe today I will curl up in bed with a cup of tea and try to read some Harry Potter!
ps--> your beeeeeutiful!
ps--> your beeeeeutiful!
machasha:
1st off-Sean Connery as James Bond is the only Bond ( and the shit)
2nd-All the old ian Flemming Bond books have been republished.
3rd-whould you marry me....just for a while.
4th-more photos please..........i beg and bat my eyes at you.
2nd-All the old ian Flemming Bond books have been republished.
3rd-whould you marry me....just for a while.
4th-more photos please..........i beg and bat my eyes at you.