aeon49802

Good for you, be STRONG Grrl!!! Kick him to the curb if he can't understand, I think you're right about the problems in teh long-run if you share such different views on sexuality, self-espression and such. I notice the positives list is longer than the negatives. This one alone Trumps all of the negatives: "d) getting to show the world that tattooed non-conventional girls are way more beautiful than those plastic barbies." In the end, do what's best for you. You know you've got plenty of support around here.

If doing what you gotta do means a set on this wonderful site, then do what you gotta do! If it's not, then do it anyways!
Your journal is fantastic! Thanks...

There is always give and take in a relationship. The problem is, sometimes there is more take on one end than another. Him adamantly not wanting you to do this (know you really want to) is a selfish position for him to take. If its a morality thing, thats his deal and something you need to think about (being with someone so hung up on "morality"). If its just because he doesn't want anyone else to see his GF, thats dumb and childish, especially if its something you want. Its a hairy situation to be in because you obviously are in a relationship wit this dude for a reason, but who knows..... this might just be the tip of the icelandic iceburg of how is really is. But what the hell do I know? Good luck!

Well, it's really none of my damn business, but since ya posted it, I'm gonna comment on it; It is fucked up that your bf is threatening to leave you over you wanting to pose for SG. This has nothing to do with you and is all about HIM. This is HIS jealousy, and HIS insecurity. Not about YOUR body, or YOUR potential future opportunities. Maybe a little apprehension on his part is understandable, but threatening you with an ultimatum? That is just fucked, in such a high schoolish, little-boy fashion. If he were a stand-up guy, he'd let you make your own choices and do what a bf/significant other is supposed to do: stand fast and support you. And regardless whether or not it becomes a regrettable experience, it is your decision to make, and things like that are best learnt on your own anyway. Anyway, enough of the rant....good luck, and I hope you get this thing sorted out.
P.S. I through lucky strikes like they're gettin ready ta outlaw 'em

I wish I lived closer to chicago. I miss it there.
Hugs

girl i promise to frequent your dance parties as soon as i get back to Chicago..im in Co as we speak. How was it Sat?

haha i plead the 5th on your question..unless of course you happen to be a board (snow or skate) of some kind or tofurkey oh and yes. honeysuckle17 is quite scrappy so if you do turn out to be either of those things..youre shit outa luck

How's the set goin? what did you decide on? they'll probably love the fact that you spin so are you using your records?

Hey Sweetie!

I am so excited for you I cant wait to see your set.

Um about ideas, do you know anyone with a motorcycle? I just love chicks on bikes.

Well I havent put much thought into any set ideas, if I think of one that is amazing I will let you know.

xoxo
Alley

Hey babe!! So exciting, shooting your set!!!
I feel as the first one should include the DJ'ing aspect - You know, LP's, turntables, drinks, dance floor lighting, people dancing - wait, that won't work!! Ok, no people dancing. But yeah, that what I think.
Oh, and I am putting forth a valiant effort to make it out this Saturday!! So when a very hot guy comes up to talk to you, don't worry. Just see what he wants and I will be right behind him!!!

What did you apply for?
Hugs &

Were you able to fix your computer yet sweetie?
Hugs

mmmmm...thai food! Yummy!
You should come here and go to Mon Thong...soooo good!

i missed you on sunday when you spun... but i can't wait to see your upcoming stuff.

peece out*

Where do you spin in Chicago? I'm moving next summer and might get to hear you sometime.
Much Love

MOre HaIR coming your way---- thick hair.
How was the yyy's?
I love them. I hate Rancid.
so Yeah.

YYYs!! what a great concert... too bad it was such a short set, but on the other hand, I can't believe Karen stuck it out for so long with a 103-degree fever. that was so cool of her

AEON!!!!

Just learn something from everything you do and nothing is wasted.

whats up!

i like the color of your pictures

Perfect fit for Cleopatra!!

I gotta dip down your way there are no more good dance clubs up here, some bars will get DJs in but they are to small and crowded to shake your stanking ass, last time I think I came down there was for Live On The Decks 4 or something. But at least I can get $1 Summit taps at this dive that has the Beasties in the Jukebox because it's 5 blocks away from the brewery.

So what were you for Halloween?

Hey did you know you're famous?