aenigma

this week i will be able to look forward to this amazing schedule

monday
speedway 6am-2pm
hallmark 4pm-9pm

tuesday
speedway 6am-2pm
hallmark 4pm-9pm

wednesday
speedway 6am-2pm
hallmark 5pm-9pm

thursday
speedway 6am-2pm
hallmark 4pm-9pm

and i dont even know about friday yet. i don't work at hallmark, but i'm probably 6-2 again at speedway

i do love my jobs. i love working. it keeps me busy and moving. it i wasn't working, i dont think i'd be going to school, and i'd be lazy. i'm starting to save money too. just a little bit, but i went to the bank and pretended i was an adult.. it was crazy

i was measured for my bridesmaid dress the other day. $146... and i still have to pay more! then alterations and shoes... having a sister is expensive. she's really happy though. we never see each other anymore and we've kinda drifted apart, but she's so happy. she still has her independence, and a guy that treats her like platinum.
.... but why does it have to cost me $$$??

i miss having friends. i work so much and i never call anyone because i'm busy or tired. i miss being able to open up my phone, scroll through my phone list, and know i can call any one of those cats to hang out. things are different with alot of people now. thats great, i just dont always have that voice on the other line anymore. it's kinda sad

i need to call dave.


--lola