aenigma

things about this evening i'd like to share:

-- my fucking phone died!! completely!!
-- i'm at home safe where i want to be.
-- i only smoked 1 cigarette today and i had a full pack!!
-- i smoked entirely too much weed
-- i wonder what it would be like to work at the 7 mile and farmington store. i'd be managerial but not... or should i maybe explore other sales options with amy? who knows as of yet? not me..
-- i need to change clothes
-- my lower back has been killing me. i tell people and they ask me why it could hurt but i just dont know. i think it may be stress.. but that would be awful because it hurts really bad
-- i dont know why my cat isn't in here but once i change, she's sleepin with me
-- too afraid to comment?

stoners are not idiots. they are still people. smart people. people with, dare i say, professional goals in life. to say things have gone down hill may be an unfortunate understatement. but i still have my respect and i've stayed as true to myself as i could deal with.

i'm attempting to clean my room in a way. my manager told me i'd be transferred "until further notice" to out 7 mile store. it's fine. it's 1/2 mile from my house,just like 6 and newburgh. (mcdevitts is all up ons livonia) i'm finding all the good clothesi can wear there. they dont have a uniform, where as at newburgh, we wear purple or demin shirts. why am i babbling about this? either way, i'm looking for clothes to wash tonight that would work at teh 7 mile store, since my transfer is probably immediate. and i can't keep forgetting my name lanyard! it's so cool. it has a little sticker on it with an arrow that says "try me"

off to do wash.

goodnight kids.. be safe


-- lola