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Tuesday Apr 12, 2005

Apr 12, 2005
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i am in an awful mood.
things contributing to this mood:

a) forgot my meds
b) body hurts
c) cold
d) dave
e) rosie
f) joey
g) paul
h) myself

i need.... 2 joints, chocolate, some alcohol and.... a body pillow. frown


paper bag.. fiona apple.. i'm so fucking emo
I was staring at the sky, just looking for a star
To pray on, or wish on, or something like that
I was having a sweet fix of a daydream of a boy
Whose reality I knew, was a hopeless to be had
But then the dove of hope began its downward slope
And I believed for a moment that my chances
Were approaching to be grabbed
But as it came down near, so did a weary tear
I thought it was a bird, but it was just a paper bag
Hunger hurts, and I want him so bad, oh it kills
'Cause I know I'm a mess he don't wanna clean up
I got to fold 'cause these hands are too shaky to hold
Hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love
And I went crazy again today, looking for a strand to climb
Looking for a little hope
Baby said he couldn't stay, wouldn't put his lips to mine,
And a fail to kiss is a fail to cope
I said, 'Honey, I don't feel so good, don't feel justified
Come on put a little love here in my void,' he said
'It's all in your head,' and I said, 'So's everything'
But he didn't get it I thought he was a man
But he was just a little boy
Hunger hurts, and I want him so bad, oh it kills
'Cause I know I'm a mess he don't wanna clean up
I got to fold 'cause these hands are too shaky to hold
Hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love
Hunger hurts, and I want him so bad, oh it kills
'Cause I know I'm a mess he don't wanna clean up
I got to fold 'cause these hands are too shaky to hold
Hunger hurts, but starving works, when it costs too much to love

VIEW 8 of 8 COMMENTS
keila:
*hug* kiss You should come up to the hideout tonight and hang out with us........you'll feel better kiss
Apr 13, 2005
neuroticanne:
(((huggggssss))) kiss
Apr 13, 2005

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