aenigma

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

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i like that song. i sing it in...
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word yo.



I solve my problems and I see the light
We got a loving thing we gotta feed it right
There aint no danger we can go too far
We start believing now that we can be who we are
Grease is the word

They think our love is just a growing pain
Why dont they understand its just a crying shame
Their lips...
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i am so bored right now

bah

i did laundry tonight

cleaned my room a bit, threw stuff away, folded clothes, blah and some blah

right now i have a chloe in my lap licking my hands as i type

and i stole a fan from downstairs so i have a nice breeze in here now

the only edible food in the house is popcicles so i think i'm gunna go have...
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i can't sleep

my nights are getting stranger and stranger and i'm not sure if thats a good thing or not

i looked at my past journal entries from this site and kinda saw how you guys see me. it's not exacting how i like things to be. i push my body too much, smoke too much, eat nothing, push my sleeping habits to the...
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lonely like whoa.

i got stoned as fuck and went to white castle tonight

good times

positives:

I HAVE A FULL TANK OF GAS!

I HAVE MONEY IN MY WALLET

i have a chloe on my lap
and... dun dun duuunnnnnnn....

i'll finally be able to get stoned tonight!!



negatives:

my back really hurts

i work 1-9

for being the designated driver, i am fucked the fuck up right now... and i just got home from a 45+ minute drive.. a 3am..

i work at 10. i'm a trooper tonight. takin one for the team.

my eyes hurt. alot. iand i just switched to my other ones.. hrmm

hi adam (nice guy )

teh drama needs to come to a pretty exteme...
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WHY ISN'T LIFE INTERESTING ANYMORE?!!!!!!

and dont give me that "life is always interesting.. you just have to find it" crap. i'm talking INTERESTING.

i'm so bored. one should never be bored with the knowledge and tools we have available today.


i'm just so frustrated!!

i shouldn't have driven home tonight

"this is my life"




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the candy inventory now consists of:
-- a king sized twix
-- 2 extra crunchy crunch bars
-- 2 packs of orbitz sugarfree bubble gum
-- and the pack 2nd pack of mambas i stashed in my purse


wow...
i'm nuts