the osiris ani saith -- hail, ye who steal and crush heart-cases homage to you, o ye lords of eternity, ye masters of everlastingness, take ye not this heart of osiris ani into your fingers, and this heart-case, and cause ye not things of evil to spring up against it, because this heart belongeth to the osiris ani, and this heart-case belongeth to him of...
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[bitch]
hey, check it out. a whole day has gone by and that rotten bastard jam hasn't posted another snarky comment.
amazing.
i'm not sure if i can make it without his psuedo-intellectual, archaic bullshit. it amuses me so.
i try really hard to sound enigmatic! i beg for people's opinions of me to placate my ego! love me! please?!
bah. you poor fool.
[/bitch]
hey, check it out. a whole day has gone by and that rotten bastard jam hasn't posted another snarky comment.
amazing.
i'm not sure if i can make it without his psuedo-intellectual, archaic bullshit. it amuses me so.
i try really hard to sound enigmatic! i beg for people's opinions of me to placate my ego! love me! please?!
bah. you poor fool.
[/bitch]
chiquita:
BUAHAHAHA....yeah, i hear ya there.....
aenemated:
hehheh clearly i'm not alone.
i've been informed that the party is at hard rock tonight. that being the case, i have no recourse but to don the leather pants and play rockstar for the evening.
last time i did that, i had this chick convinced i was the new drummer for motley crue.
last time i did that, i had this chick convinced i was the new drummer for motley crue.
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dia:
You have such a kick ass accent. No wonder all the strippers love you, shit! A real Southern Boy. It's so... romantic... I see magnolias and mama.
aenemated:
the pic is incredibly retarded -- which is the pleasant appeal of it.
jam -- may i ask this? who the fuck are you and why are you so compelled to comment on me, eh? i'm curious, really.
[hugs]dia[/hugs] -- mwah!!
jam -- may i ask this? who the fuck are you and why are you so compelled to comment on me, eh? i'm curious, really.
[hugs]dia[/hugs] -- mwah!!
the sort of terror a man doesn't deserve was met some five minutes ago as i was standing on the balcony outside my apartment, smoking a cigarette and enjoying the newest addition to my HST collection.
it's generally quiet at night on this side of vegas, summerlin as it were -- all the crazies tend to constrain themselves to fremont street where anything can be...
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it's generally quiet at night on this side of vegas, summerlin as it were -- all the crazies tend to constrain themselves to fremont street where anything can be...
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dia:
True evil: you keep getting cuter.
dia:
MAKE DIA LOVE TRENT!!!!!!!!
(I don't know what came over me....Cap'n Howdy? Is that you???)
(I don't know what came over me....Cap'n Howdy? Is that you???)
kill the body and the head will die.
i wonder how true that is, most of the time. figuratively, of course. i spoke of games last week. my overall disgust and lack of patience for such. though it seems i'm in the midst of one with the aforementioned egyptian stripper. ran into her tonite, another breakfast, excessive flirting and innuendo, more kisses -- and, accordingly,...
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i wonder how true that is, most of the time. figuratively, of course. i spoke of games last week. my overall disgust and lack of patience for such. though it seems i'm in the midst of one with the aforementioned egyptian stripper. ran into her tonite, another breakfast, excessive flirting and innuendo, more kisses -- and, accordingly,...
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dia:
Who says you haven't!
First, you have to meet me
And I always blame all my problems on cross coastal cultural differences.
First, you have to meet me
And I always blame all my problems on cross coastal cultural differences.
devi1gir1666:
awwww......do you need another booty call? : )
i'd come over, but you live so far away now.
hope to talk to you soon. stop playing games. they get old quick. look for something real. i know that's hard to find where you are. guess you just have to look harder.
xxx Crystal
i'd come over, but you live so far away now.
hope to talk to you soon. stop playing games. they get old quick. look for something real. i know that's hard to find where you are. guess you just have to look harder.
xxx Crystal
"the more the ego struggles to preserve its independence, freedom from obligation and superority, the more it becomes enslaved to the objective data. the individual's freedom of mind is fettered by the ignominy of his financial dependence, his freedom of action trembles in the face of public opinion, his moral superiority collapses in a morass of inferior relationships, and his desire to dominate ends in...
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jamy:
this is from a previous journal entry of mine....
From Deng Ming-Daos Scholar Warrior
Breaking Down Egotism
Perhaps the most difficult task for any master is breaking down a students egotism. This is a very delicate matter, for all vestiges of arrogance, laziness, selfishness, and partiality to oneself must be eliminated without destroying the sense of self-worth, and without warping the personality. This arduous task must be accomplished without the teacher demonstrating any of his or her own egotism.
Many people are arrogant in their own way. Some have predatorily even sadistic impulses. They have learned to survive by being aggressive to the point that this has become their primary mode of behaviour. Others are so eager to point out the bad habits of others that they overlook their own. Still others are desperate to assert their authority on any subject available, though their knowledge and opinions is almost wholly derived from the daily newspaper. In arrogance, people sacrifice sensitivity to others, to their surroundings, and to their own inner nature. Sooner or later, the arrogant person will fail to maintain whatever achievements he or she has made at their height and will begin a downward slide. Often, they are too blind or unwilling to change. A certain sloppiness of character emerges, and it often becomes a fundamental laziness
From Deng Ming-Daos Scholar Warrior
Breaking Down Egotism
Perhaps the most difficult task for any master is breaking down a students egotism. This is a very delicate matter, for all vestiges of arrogance, laziness, selfishness, and partiality to oneself must be eliminated without destroying the sense of self-worth, and without warping the personality. This arduous task must be accomplished without the teacher demonstrating any of his or her own egotism.
Many people are arrogant in their own way. Some have predatorily even sadistic impulses. They have learned to survive by being aggressive to the point that this has become their primary mode of behaviour. Others are so eager to point out the bad habits of others that they overlook their own. Still others are desperate to assert their authority on any subject available, though their knowledge and opinions is almost wholly derived from the daily newspaper. In arrogance, people sacrifice sensitivity to others, to their surroundings, and to their own inner nature. Sooner or later, the arrogant person will fail to maintain whatever achievements he or she has made at their height and will begin a downward slide. Often, they are too blind or unwilling to change. A certain sloppiness of character emerges, and it often becomes a fundamental laziness
i was driving to a nearby fast food restaraunt some 30 minutes ago, listening to 'appetite for destruction;' the best record to come out of the 80s, if i may be so bold. every time i hear 'my michelle,' i'm reminded of this girl i 'dated' back in 98. her name was allison, and she was the very definition of rock girl. i don't mean...
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pinup:
You and your sex! 
Jenna
Jenna
OH MY GOD!
my eyes hurt. terribly. i've worked way too much today. through the course of which i listened to 'calling all cars on the vegas strip' by jucifer, a record i bought nearly 2 years ago and have just now listened to from beginning to end. pretty good, indeed -- very melvinsish. melvinsish. that's hard to type.
try it.
melvinsish. maybe it's just...
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my eyes hurt. terribly. i've worked way too much today. through the course of which i listened to 'calling all cars on the vegas strip' by jucifer, a record i bought nearly 2 years ago and have just now listened to from beginning to end. pretty good, indeed -- very melvinsish. melvinsish. that's hard to type.
try it.
melvinsish. maybe it's just...
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dia:
P.S. stop doing this to me.
You know what, right?
You know what, right?
aenemated:
B's hair is a monument to what great men are capable of -- it must add 4 feet to his overall height.
games games games. why must we play games?
all i ever really ask is a little bit of brutal honesty, you know? honesty. is it so difficult? why do people fear being honest? why do people insist on avoiding the issue as opposed to simply stating a conclusive finale?
instead, people play silly fucking games.
ever been disillusioned with life as whole? not so much...
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all i ever really ask is a little bit of brutal honesty, you know? honesty. is it so difficult? why do people fear being honest? why do people insist on avoiding the issue as opposed to simply stating a conclusive finale?
instead, people play silly fucking games.
ever been disillusioned with life as whole? not so much...
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joyrider:
i hope you get your coffee without bloodshed.
elise:
awww cutie trent honey.... *hugs* elise <3's you! i know how much it hurts when people play those games with your heart. fuck them. they don't matter if they don't see how great you are.
i hope it gets better soon!
xoxoxo
elise
i hope it gets better soon!
xoxoxo
elise
ah, fuckit.
yes! fuckit!
incoherent babbling. what the hell, eh? lisa loeb is hot.
thank you.
yes! fuckit!
incoherent babbling. what the hell, eh? lisa loeb is hot.
thank you.
joyrider:
hunter s. thompson is my personal lord and saviour. i like that you rock the bracelet.
