when i first met my dawn, i was completely in love with tom waits' 'closing time,' particularly track one, 'ol 55.' i'd leave her house around 5 or 6am to drive home, and it was so incredibly appropriate. so beautifully perfect.
ergo ...
time went so quickly
i went lickety-splitly
out to my ol' 55
pulled away slowly
feelin' so holy
god knows i was...
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ergo ...
time went so quickly
i went lickety-splitly
out to my ol' 55
pulled away slowly
feelin' so holy
god knows i was...
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ok, i reminded myself why i stopped doing drugs.
kids, don't do drugs. because chances are you'll get burned on a twenty sack of complete garbage, only to feel practically nothing good and plenty bad on the comeoff.
yeah, no more for me. i surrender.
kids, don't do drugs. because chances are you'll get burned on a twenty sack of complete garbage, only to feel practically nothing good and plenty bad on the comeoff.
yeah, no more for me. i surrender.
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blackrayne:
Totslly non-related to the drugs...my Apple IIc is still in my bedroom at my parents house...I think the floppy for Pac Man is stuck inside it...but the thing still works!
Ahhh...fond memories of that computer are coming back to me...
Ahhh...fond memories of that computer are coming back to me...
blackrayne:
And I really need to learn how to proof-read. Sorry about that typo.
dig this -- i'm at home. AND sober. 100%
this will be changing shortly, of course, but such a rare occasion needs to be marked somehow.
someone remind me to NEVER doubt the income-generating power of a jew and an asian. christ, i love those guys. shit, wait a second. i need to state something here. every so often, you may find me using what...
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this will be changing shortly, of course, but such a rare occasion needs to be marked somehow.
someone remind me to NEVER doubt the income-generating power of a jew and an asian. christ, i love those guys. shit, wait a second. i need to state something here. every so often, you may find me using what...
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jamy:
I would have though 'new media' was old by now?..... otherwise, how long does it take to age.....
in the eighties, desktop publishing was all the rage... now that seems 'old'....
oh well....
in the eighties, desktop publishing was all the rage... now that seems 'old'....
oh well....
hep:
I agree re: racism.
mmmmmmm ... coffee.
timmy:
ahhhhhh ... coffee piss.
i've taken to begging. begging. yes. me. begging.
sad, isn't it?
begging for what?
begging for my dawn to come to me. my little pearl amidst all the horrors of the sea. how many have i had? how many have i given a shit about?
numerous.
and one.
respectively.
will she come? good question -- not one i know the answer to. i suppose i'll...
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sad, isn't it?
begging for what?
begging for my dawn to come to me. my little pearl amidst all the horrors of the sea. how many have i had? how many have i given a shit about?
numerous.
and one.
respectively.
will she come? good question -- not one i know the answer to. i suppose i'll...
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elise:
hehehehe GOD you're cute
aenemated:
not NEARLY as cute as you, elise.
i hung out with sean, the irishman, mark, who was wearing charlie brown shirt, and edith, the epitome of punk rock chick who i wanted to give the ol in-out, in-out RRRRRREAAAALL savage. all i did, of course, was drop her off at her friend's and drive home rather dejectedly indeed.
tony says i'm beautiful and she would know.
i don't know, though. i asked...
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tony says i'm beautiful and she would know.
i don't know, though. i asked...
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dia:
OMG, I am gonzo journalism, I can't ever remember anything I write, and later it fascinates me.
Have we ever had cyber-sex? If we had, I wouldn't remember.
Have we ever had cyber-sex? If we had, I wouldn't remember.
aenemated:
oh yes you would. hehheh
a car alarm is wailing like a prostitute being sodomized by 18 LAPD pigs on mescaline directly outside my window and i'm trying to get some much needed sleep. my phone has already rung 3 times this morning and my caller ID claims it's no less than 2 strippers ... maybe more. at this point i can no longer care.
i absolutely MUST stop this...
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i absolutely MUST stop this...
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pilar:
i just needed to tell you how wonderful your desktops are!!!
so amazing!
~muah
so amazing!
~muah
aenemated:
amazing?
nah -- just a geek with too much free time.
nah -- just a geek with too much free time.
here comes johnny yen again
with the liquor and drugs
and the flesh machine
he's gonna do another striptease
hey man where'd you get
that lotion? I been hurting
since i bought the gimmick
about something called love
yeah something called love
that's like hypnotizing chickens
well I am just a modern guy
of course i've had it in the ear before
'cause of a...
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with the liquor and drugs
and the flesh machine
he's gonna do another striptease
hey man where'd you get
that lotion? I been hurting
since i bought the gimmick
about something called love
yeah something called love
that's like hypnotizing chickens
well I am just a modern guy
of course i've had it in the ear before
'cause of a...
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not since 1971 has this quote been more appropriate ...
"he who makes a beast of himself gets rid of the pain of being a man" -- dr. johnson
i don't normally seek trouble. very rarely do i decide to push my tolerance of substance to the very edge, stretching the bounds of my sanity and throwing any manner of caution or concern for my...
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"he who makes a beast of himself gets rid of the pain of being a man" -- dr. johnson
i don't normally seek trouble. very rarely do i decide to push my tolerance of substance to the very edge, stretching the bounds of my sanity and throwing any manner of caution or concern for my...
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pinup:
!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Be careful, you.
Jenna
Be careful, you.
Jenna
timmy:
Damn man, if you've got a spare couch, I'll drive 11 hours to get there and we could do the double team supreme. I'll be KG, you be JB. It'll be great.
god.
damn.
john entwisle, the phenomenal bass player for one of my favorite bands, the who, died today.
he was 57.
his body was found at the hard rock hotel and casino. that's 15 minutes from me. in fact, i rode right by there last night on my way to the double down saloon. for all i know, it happened as i drove by.
this...
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damn.
john entwisle, the phenomenal bass player for one of my favorite bands, the who, died today.
he was 57.
his body was found at the hard rock hotel and casino. that's 15 minutes from me. in fact, i rode right by there last night on my way to the double down saloon. for all i know, it happened as i drove by.
this...
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timmy:
That's another problem with getting older, watching your idols die. Well, the ones that die of old age that is. But deaths due to drug ODs, car wrecks, and crazy suicidal wives with shotguns are sad too.
I'm going to be pretty bummed out when more original SNL people, Mel Brooks, George Carlin, and so many other people I idolized growing up start getting putting one foot in the grave.
57 does seem a bit early though and the didn't say what the cause of death was yet.
I'm going to be pretty bummed out when more original SNL people, Mel Brooks, George Carlin, and so many other people I idolized growing up start getting putting one foot in the grave.
57 does seem a bit early though and the didn't say what the cause of death was yet.
dia:
Everytime I look at your profile pic, it looks better and better. Is that bad???
I mean, I didn't even read your journal. *smirk*
I mean, I didn't even read your journal. *smirk*
it's amazing how much better one feels after sucking down a few beers and half a pack of smokes at a little punk rock bar at 4 in the am.
amazing.
and even better to be driving home with 'ol 55' blasting ...
amazing.
and even better to be driving home with 'ol 55' blasting ...
i drove around a bit today, taking in the sun and relishing in my new surroundings.
and through the cacophony of tool's 'lateralus' blaring through my speakers, i found some amount of peace in where i am.
2500 miles from home.
it's amazing the consequences of small decisions. did i ever see myself here? not at all, yet here i am and i do believe...
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and through the cacophony of tool's 'lateralus' blaring through my speakers, i found some amount of peace in where i am.
2500 miles from home.
it's amazing the consequences of small decisions. did i ever see myself here? not at all, yet here i am and i do believe...
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aenemated:
ha! excellent customer service. best ever.
she's a doll. the photos don't begin to do her justice.
she's a doll. the photos don't begin to do her justice.
elise:
go buy the tom waits cd's? sure thing! anything for cutie faai! :-D
*cream*
You rockedthat, slicky slickster.
"I don't give a shit what the site fucking looks like. What do you want it to do?" Dot com flashback.