so i'm sitting here listening to charles mingus and realizing that jazz is the greatest music there is. i guess it comes with being an aging musician.
don't get me wrong, i still love rock/metal/punk/whatever. but it's getting to the point where so little of it is satisfying. i'm not a pissed off 16 y/o anymore. i've always valued musicianship ... so it seems even...
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don't get me wrong, i still love rock/metal/punk/whatever. but it's getting to the point where so little of it is satisfying. i'm not a pissed off 16 y/o anymore. i've always valued musicianship ... so it seems even...
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losin' a feelin ...
that i couldn't give away ...
that i couldn't give away ...
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joyrider:
stick it in a bottle. sometimes that works.
aenemated:
yeah?
"well I've lost my equilibrium
and my car keys
and my pride,
the tattoo parlor's warm,
and so I hustle there inside
and the grinding off the buzz-saw,
what you want that thing to say?
i says
just don't misspell her name,
buddy,
she's the one that got away"
and my car keys
and my pride,
the tattoo parlor's warm,
and so I hustle there inside
and the grinding off the buzz-saw,
what you want that thing to say?
i says
just don't misspell her name,
buddy,
she's the one that got away"
timmy:
oh look at you in your special shirt practicing your brand loyalty.
aenemated:
the shirt rules man ... its SOFT!
shit. i can't sleep. it's fucking 3:21am -- i spent at least an hour just laying there. got up, had a smoke, tried again, nothing.
fuck. fuck fuck. i have too much work to do tomorrow to sleep in again. i haven't been to work before 11am once this week because i've gone out every night.
of course, all i want to do is find...
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fuck. fuck fuck. i have too much work to do tomorrow to sleep in again. i haven't been to work before 11am once this week because i've gone out every night.
of course, all i want to do is find...
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josh:
Heh... good luck?
Sounds too complex at 4am.
Sounds too complex at 4am.
neat -- got my SG shirt in the mail today and it had a buncha digdug's stickers (bastard -- they coulda made at least ONE of mine 
), a 'fuck work' sticker which now lives on my monitor AND two condoms. which i'll need. hopefully. hehheh
eh. i should be asleep.
<yawn>
yup. i should be asleep.
), a 'fuck work' sticker which now lives on my monitor AND two condoms. which i'll need. hopefully. hehheh
eh. i should be asleep.
<yawn>
yup. i should be asleep.
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cheshire:
stickers... condoms... and sleep... *spaces out*
life is good.
life is good.
timmy:
Ahh, the Unamerican FUCK WORK sticker.
If only I could put that on my monitor at work. And on my boss' forhead.
If only I could put that on my monitor at work. And on my boss' forhead.
"please don't cry
let me dry your eyes"
"so tell me that you will wait for me"
"hold me in your arms
and promise we never will part"
"i'll never sail back to the tide
and i'll always pretend that you're mine"
"i know that we both must part"
"you can live
in
my
heart"
- fish & bird
- tom waits
<sigh> eventually ......
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let me dry your eyes"
"so tell me that you will wait for me"
"hold me in your arms
and promise we never will part"
"i'll never sail back to the tide
and i'll always pretend that you're mine"
"i know that we both must part"
"you can live
in
my
heart"
- fish & bird
- tom waits
<sigh> eventually ......
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jacqui:
i like your britney poster !!
*very jealous*
x0x0x0x
isabella
*very jealous*
x0x0x0x
isabella
aenemated:
thats almost as cool as when a VC walked into my office at the dotcom i used to work at and said 'it looks like my 12 year daughter's bedroom.'
thats almost as cool as when a VC walked into my office at the dotcom i used to work at and said 'it looks like my 12 year daughter's bedroom.'
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oof. sorry about that. a cocaine induced haze prompted some mad rambling on my part and i apologize profusely to anyone unfortunate enough to have read it.
my god have mercy on your soul.
that said, allow me to more articulately express my thoughts and feelings concerning the events of the last 20 hours or so.
as it were,...
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oof. sorry about that. a cocaine induced haze prompted some mad rambling on my part and i apologize profusely to anyone unfortunate enough to have read it.
my god have mercy on your soul.
that said, allow me to more articulately express my thoughts and feelings concerning the events of the last 20 hours or so.
as it were,...
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joyrider:
nah, man, you got the rockstar swagger. it's the swagger that does it.
aenemated:
ooooo, neat -- a swagger.
yeah so ... it seems i have strep throat. dunno how the fuck that happened.
ok, maybe i have an idea.
regardless, my health insurance doesn't kick in for another two weeks (the 90 day rule) so i had to pay for the fucking office visit AND the drugs. 200$ that would have been better spent at spearmint. goddammit. why couldn't i have waited two...
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ok, maybe i have an idea.
regardless, my health insurance doesn't kick in for another two weeks (the 90 day rule) so i had to pay for the fucking office visit AND the drugs. 200$ that would have been better spent at spearmint. goddammit. why couldn't i have waited two...
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pinup:
Oh. k I won't kid around anymore then.
Jenna
Jenna
timmy:
no smorking please
yay! to the fourth power! hung out with ambyr for quite a while last night. granted, she was working, but i successfully distracted her often.
some of the things said kinda fucked with me. not the part about her carving her name in my back, mind you, but that we were in agreement that our oddly parallel lives of screwing people over in relationships had...
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some of the things said kinda fucked with me. not the part about her carving her name in my back, mind you, but that we were in agreement that our oddly parallel lives of screwing people over in relationships had...
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oninotaki:
keep us up to date on this it sounds interesting Oh yeah HI nice to meet you
Oh yeah HI nice to meet you
aenemated:
likewise, brother.
hehheh you've clearly JUST found my journal here ... cuz all it ever really is is me bitching/swooning/et al about whatever chick i've fallen for recently.
hehheh you've clearly JUST found my journal here ... cuz all it ever really is is me bitching/swooning/et al about whatever chick i've fallen for recently.
see?! i SAID i wouldn't stop and i DIDN'T. goddammit. oh well. got some good dope though.
anyway, so ambyr's friend approached me last night and said, in so many words, 'she loves you, she's in san fran, she'll be back this week, she said for you to wait for her.'
ugh. and i was almost over it. fuck.
ooh. and i got my eyebrow...
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anyway, so ambyr's friend approached me last night and said, in so many words, 'she loves you, she's in san fran, she'll be back this week, she said for you to wait for her.'
ugh. and i was almost over it. fuck.
ooh. and i got my eyebrow...
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timmy:
More $12 nights in Vegas? I think I can handle that. Until I lose you to a chick.
aenemated:
hehheh bro's before ho's, dude.
usually, at least.
usually, at least.
ya know. i surrender. totally. i do. all the little ho's come and go ... chicks i should PROBABLY appreciate; but i don't. and then it comes back around to bite me in the ass and ruin everything.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
why can't just ONCE ... the one i actually WANT to be with and treat right just ... come through? actually happen?...
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fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
why can't just ONCE ... the one i actually WANT to be with and treat right just ... come through? actually happen?...
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aenemated:
jpsh. buddy ... your optimism is eternally commendable.
joyrider:
grass-is-greener syndrome, maybe? i get that. wish i didn't.
Wasted and wounded, it ain't what the moon did, I've got what I paid for now
See you tomorrow, hey Frank, can I borrow a couple of bucks from you
To go waltzing Mathilda, waltzing Mathilda,
You'll go waltzing Mathilda with me
I'm an innocent victim of a blinded alley
And I'm tired of all these soldiers here
No one speaks English, and everything's broken,...
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See you tomorrow, hey Frank, can I borrow a couple of bucks from you
To go waltzing Mathilda, waltzing Mathilda,
You'll go waltzing Mathilda with me
I'm an innocent victim of a blinded alley
And I'm tired of all these soldiers here
No one speaks English, and everything's broken,...
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timmy:
for god's sake boy, put your pants on.