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Wednesday Aug 18, 2004

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I am truly frustrated with myself right now. What kind of guitar player could I be if I had practiced with any regularity for the last 5 years. I can barely play songs that I wrote. WTF mad mad
I am playing for my friend's wedding and as I practice these songs I see just how far I am from when I was playing out regularly. I could have been such a better player by now, but I got sick of what I was doing and stopped doing shows and concentrated on studio work. So I gained NOTHING. I didn't find some new way of playing so I wouldn't be sick of it anymore, I just stopped working at it...only practicing occasionally in little spells and then putting it down again.

Who could I be if I always practice the things I most want to be in life.
FUCK mad
...and I got no one to blame but myself....

*back to my guitar*
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mei:
i wonder the same thing about so many things.. piano, writing, yoga, etc. the only thing i've ever found is that it's NOT TOO LATE to start again. the past's the past, and you can't do anything about it, so you can just use the disappointment to power your ascendence to guitar greatness!

i know that doesn't help much with the visceral part of the disappointment, though. there's no solution to that, that i know of..
Aug 19, 2004
tyler:
practice is perfections friend.....but who wants to be perfect?

kiss
Aug 20, 2004

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