I am truly frustrated with myself right now. What kind of guitar player could I be if I had practiced with any regularity for the last 5 years. I can barely play songs that I wrote. WTF 
I am playing for my friend's wedding and as I practice these songs I see just how far I am from when I was playing out regularly. I could have been such a better player by now, but I got sick of what I was doing and stopped doing shows and concentrated on studio work. So I gained NOTHING. I didn't find some new way of playing so I wouldn't be sick of it anymore, I just stopped working at it...only practicing occasionally in little spells and then putting it down again.
Who could I be if I always practice the things I most want to be in life.
FUCK
...and I got no one to blame but myself....
*back to my guitar*
I am playing for my friend's wedding and as I practice these songs I see just how far I am from when I was playing out regularly. I could have been such a better player by now, but I got sick of what I was doing and stopped doing shows and concentrated on studio work. So I gained NOTHING. I didn't find some new way of playing so I wouldn't be sick of it anymore, I just stopped working at it...only practicing occasionally in little spells and then putting it down again.
Who could I be if I always practice the things I most want to be in life.
FUCK
...and I got no one to blame but myself....
*back to my guitar*
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i know that doesn't help much with the visceral part of the disappointment, though. there's no solution to that, that i know of..