aelectric

I am bored with this job
It's a great job for me to have...it's been good for my resume, experience, discography and bank account. I need to stay for another 6 months at least, but I am not inspired at all right now. I have too little time to nurture my own creativity. I am not doing records on my own even if I'm working on much larger scale projects here. But my boss is too lost in the politics of the biz and since I've been here we've really only worked on a few songs for two records

I used to make a record, get done and be so high from the experience, but I haven't had that feeling in a long time. I've sacrificed a fuck of a lot of security for the sake of living an inspired life and I need to find my way back to that. I didn't ever live for the weekends before (half the time I didn't even know what day it was). I must be inspired by life!!!!!