bitching at my just recieved cd with pics from the shoot where i froze my butt off. i can't watch half of them. and the ones i can watch, i look like shit. fuck i am fat. i need to lose, or perhaps i should just not work with this photog anymore. i am dissapointed. especially in myself.
i feel like crying.
halloween pics are...
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pariah:
Pshh. I won't believe it till I see it. I still stand by the fact that I think you're pretty damn skinny, and hot too.
lycoris:
If I ever see you complain that you're fat again ... 
Hun, it's all about the photographer, the lighting, and how you're feeling about yourself at the time. I guess it doesn't matter how skinny you really are, but if you feel bad about yourself then you're not going to see what the rest of the world sees. What I see is a slender young woman who's got a very sexy body and most definately doesn't need to loose weight. In fact, you're almost bordering on too skinny for some tastes. 
I'm sure your measurements are smaller than mine, and I know I look good in certain lighting/angles and bad in others. *shrug*
Hun, it's all about the photographer, the lighting, and how you're feeling about yourself at the time. I guess it doesn't matter how skinny you really are, but if you feel bad about yourself then you're not going to see what the rest of the world sees. What I see is a slender young woman who's got a very sexy body and most definately doesn't need to loose weight. In fact, you're almost bordering on too skinny for some tastes. I'm sure your measurements are smaller than mine, and I know I look good in certain lighting/angles and bad in others. *shrug*
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mrkrank:
i know her!
she's my friend
i know her!
she's my friend
lycoris:
Mmm naked chicks.
first "hate mail". sadly it was from someone i already know irl. and who, the last time i met him (which was also the first and last time i will ever see him), punched me in the face at a manson concert. the only time i ever cried at a concert. fucking ass.
Tchort said on October 30, 2005 @ 12:44PM
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kopf:
you're gorgeous luv.. I had a great time last time we met. even though I didn't get any reading done and failed my examn
and good luck getting the little boi into bondage
and good luck getting the little boi into bondage
darke:
a) you're hot.
b)If I were in continental Europe, I would stab him for you.
b)If I were in continental Europe, I would stab him for you.
yay. moneyproblems solved. new bank is bercool!
oh, and if i still feel like i do today about sg after the weekend, i will be mailing them two cd's with two sets monday, because i can't chose myself. hehe.
oh, and if i still feel like i do today about sg after the weekend, i will be mailing them two cd's with two sets monday, because i can't chose myself. hehe.
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sunna:
...Awe... i hope you dont regret on being an SG, and dont pay attention to rumors about the site being part of sucky porn industry and crap. Just shitty rumours, you are a pretty pretty doll. Hope to see you in Limbo as soon as possible. ^^
Good luck gorgeous!!!
Good luck gorgeous!!!
tchort:
why are you so keen on becoming a suicide girl?
you don't have the look, and you are far from a true suicide girl.
if they decide to put up your pix, i will turn in my membership.
other than that, have a nice day - dennis
you don't have the look, and you are far from a true suicide girl.
if they decide to put up your pix, i will turn in my membership.
other than that, have a nice day - dennis
boy woke up looking like the elephant man today. apparently he has the mumps, and trouble with his teeth just to top it off. poor baby. he almost can't open his mouth. so no point in seeing a dentist before next week anyways. went to the doc with him. got antibiotics and painkillers. i must get creative in the cooking department. soft and liquid foods...
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lycoris:
Maybe you can email Missy or LauraJean about the rumour with the new advertizing policy? If it's true, you won't be the only one worried about that, and if enough people don't like it, they may change their minds. *shrug*
barekroell:
eyhhh, same here, wouldn't want to be part of something i do not know about - do not have controll over! haven't heart that rumour before reading your journal - keep me posted about the developments - will you?
goooood bedring til guttungen - stakkars, vet hvordan det er (ikke minst for deg...). har selv vrt hjemme med en reoperert datter de siste ukene...
goooood bedring til guttungen - stakkars, vet hvordan det er (ikke minst for deg...). har selv vrt hjemme med en reoperert datter de siste ukene...
i am so confused today. i got the small versions of both the sets last night, and i can't chose between them. they both have killer pics in, but there are also some that i am not that satisfied with. mainly becuase of my stomach. i guess it is just me that needs to get over the fact that my stomach isn't looking the way...
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no much is happening. it is very autumn like here in denmark. cold and wet. and very very windy. brrrr. didn't do anything today, besides staying home, cuddle on the couch, watch lots and lots of simpsons and order takeout pizza, and try to convince the boy to go out in the horrible weather and get me some icecream. still working on the last one....
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hellabella:
BONDAGE FAERIE!!!!
oryx:
hey, i just thought i would try to clarify things about the photographer issue. as far as i know, you have to submit a photographer's release and go through things with courtneyriot before you submit a set in order to be paid. if her photog has any questions about that, he can email her. her address is on the help page.
shoot today went great. damn jan emil is an amazing photographer. we got two very good sets out of it, and if none of them gets accepted, at least i have some amazing pictures for my own use.
thanks to sussi for going with me, and not laughing too hard at me
thanks to jan emil for spending a hole day shooting with me for...
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thanks to sussi for going with me, and not laughing too hard at me
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hellabella:
Awww, I hate when that happens to me. It's rare now but once in a while I wil get ready to go somewhere and just get completely panicked and absolutely can not imagine being around anyone and there's really no way to describe it and I know it's completely irrational but I can't shake the feeling. (What a run-on sentence! 
) I did it last Xmas Eve and was that way for several days and no one really understood why I couldn't just get over it. But it went away, ya know? Your's will too and you have been doing a lot better lately. *hugs*
) I did it last Xmas Eve and was that way for several days and no one really understood why I couldn't just get over it. But it went away, ya know? Your's will too and you have been doing a lot better lately. *hugs* 
morningstar55:
Congratulations on the good shoot and good luck. I will keepwishing for you! 
Thank you for the nice coment. I wish you would have been there.
Dave
Thank you for the nice coment. I wish you would have been there.
Dave
oooh, i have butterflies in my stomach. going to copenhagen soon. so i won't have to get up so freaking early tomorrow to be at the shoot on time. i have packed a lot of goodies. loads of pink and black and blue and ummmmph!
ok, i should probably find the adress for the studio soon. the only thing i remember is that it is...
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oxy:
HOPE IT ALL GOES WELL
abra:
great pictures in your portfolio.
you're lovely.
you're lovely.
darkmind23:
i like the one pic with the blue suspenders and blue panty best. sooooo hot!!!!!