updated to add: holy fuck, i passed step one in a model competition. now fucking go vote for me 
everyone wants to be miss rhino lol
miss rhino babe!
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hmm, news. i am gonna apply for a full time job at h&m tomorrow. i was at a job interview five months ago, and they liked me, they just accidentially invited me to a full time position instead of the part time i needed at the time. hopefully they still have my application and the notes from back then, and hopefully they want to hire me for the full time position that is open now.
i am in a big dilemma about what to do with med. school. i am having second doubts weather i want to become a doctor or not in the end. it is not that medicine doesn't interests me anymore. it is the fact that i don't know if i am mentally stable enough to finish med. school AND start working as a doctor full time. it is both a very stressfull education, but also a very stressfull work inviroment. and from my former experiences, i don't handle stress THAT well. especially not if it is over longer periods of time.
so i hope i can get the job, take a leave of abscense from uni, and figure out what i want to do with my life.
and ugh, this photographer i agreed to work with ages ago, that i don't think is fantastic or anything, keeps bugging me about doing a shoot with him. i am almost tempted to ask him to make it paid or forget about it. it sounds so snobbish of me, but i have so much experience now that i deserve to get paid. especially since his photography isn's spectacular or anything. but how do you break that nicely to a guy that thinks he is a gift of the gods to photography?
everyone wants to be miss rhino lol
miss rhino babe!
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hmm, news. i am gonna apply for a full time job at h&m tomorrow. i was at a job interview five months ago, and they liked me, they just accidentially invited me to a full time position instead of the part time i needed at the time. hopefully they still have my application and the notes from back then, and hopefully they want to hire me for the full time position that is open now.
i am in a big dilemma about what to do with med. school. i am having second doubts weather i want to become a doctor or not in the end. it is not that medicine doesn't interests me anymore. it is the fact that i don't know if i am mentally stable enough to finish med. school AND start working as a doctor full time. it is both a very stressfull education, but also a very stressfull work inviroment. and from my former experiences, i don't handle stress THAT well. especially not if it is over longer periods of time.
so i hope i can get the job, take a leave of abscense from uni, and figure out what i want to do with my life.
and ugh, this photographer i agreed to work with ages ago, that i don't think is fantastic or anything, keeps bugging me about doing a shoot with him. i am almost tempted to ask him to make it paid or forget about it. it sounds so snobbish of me, but i have so much experience now that i deserve to get paid. especially since his photography isn's spectacular or anything. but how do you break that nicely to a guy that thinks he is a gift of the gods to photography?
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Well, good luck in getting that job.
Ummm... I think you should try to be as constructive with your critism towards the sucky photo guy. He might take what you say to heart and become better.
I hope you figure out what you want to do with med school.
Have a great day!