ael

it feels hollow now that my birthday is over. i don't know why. i wasn't looking that much forward to it anyways, but somehow it ended up beeing one of those just, unexpected, really great days. most of which i owe to all the people that greeted me on my birthday. it made me feel loved.

i have a doctors appointment tomorrow, to get the paperwork done so i won't have to go to my examn friday. apparently i have to pay for it this time. blarh. i suppose i couldn't keep on getting it for free though. fair enough. the secretary looked up my journal, and then asked if it was "physical or mentally" that i wasn't feeling well enough to go to my examn. lol. mentally of course. i am a nuttjob

it has been snowing again. i hope it stays there until saturday. it would be a great oportunity to lure jan ole into the snow and take some pictures. how hot would babe pictures, in bikini/ underwear, in the snow be?

therapy in a couple of hours. i will defy the snow and actually go. i suppose snow is better than last weeks fucking rain. i was soaked when i finally got there.