aegiswings

I'm kind of angry at the world right now. I've been jerked around a lot recently and I really don't feel like there is many people I can rely on or trust. That's one of the reasons why I haven't updated recently, the other being that I can't really check SG at work anymore and i"m never home these days to read it.

I'd been planning to have a party this Saturday for several weeks now, but I don't think it's going to happen. I really don't feel like spending any money on anybody else right now. I work very hard while many of my friends sleep all day and complain about being broke. I think I need to something to restore my faith in humanity before I begin to give anything back to the world. In the meantime, I'm going to sit home and invite select few to come over and get trashed with me for entertainment when I feel like it. It's a lot less stressful than throwing parties anyways and a lot cheaper than going out to clubs. I'm fed up with drama, whether on SG, in the scene, or with my friends, and I'm tired of giving so much and never getting anything in return.