aegiswings

I wonder if she reads this anymore? I know she did once, which is what got me into so much trouble in the first place, but has she ever been back since then?

I keep on expecting her to hate me and to do something to let me know she does, but last night she was nothing but friendly to me. I dunno, maybe I *want* to hate her, because right now I still like her and that just leads to confusion. Wow, did she look good last night.

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My life is pretty odd sometimes. I met a girl a few days ago and got her phone number, but I had been drinking and I don't exactly remember the conversation that led up to the exchange of numbers. Was she interested in hanging out with me... or maybe she just wanted me to tutor her in math or something? A friend who talked to her more than I did that night said she was cool, and that I should call her, and so I did. She wasn't there so I left a message. Last night I hear that on the night we met she ended up going home with a friend of mine and sleeping with him. Oh well. Sometimes I wish I could meet a girl that hasn't already been with one of my friends. Or maybe I should just let it bother me less.

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I got an e-mail from a girl I met a few weeks ago. I honestly never expected to hear from her, but I sent her a message inviting her to my party last Saturday. She apologized for not coming (didn't get the message in time) and sent me her new phone number and asked me to call her so we could hang out. I guess I'll call her, but I am kind of intimidated by her because somehow I feel like she really doesn't want to hang out with me.