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i just woke up =]
& i'm off tonight.
but im not sure if ill find anything to do. =/
im really exhausted from all of these six-day work weeks. but, after my last pay check, i really need the money.
i tried to pay my rent this weekend, but my rental office got robbed and my check was taken along with everyone elses, so i had to call and cancel that. they called monday and told me, and ive worked every night since so i havent had a chance to get my ass to the office and give them another check. ill get over thier today, it's not like im late on a regular basis. and its under the circumstance.
o well. im not gonna freak out over it. i'll drop it off tonight.
the other night at work i was told i need to wear proper work attire that covers my chest piece completely. one of my girls printed out the dress code and told them to fuck off. what i had on was just fine, and my tattoo is not inappropriate in any way. OODLES of people in the hospital have visible tattoos. theres a few girls that walk around with full sleeves. & my chest doesnt say fuck you asshole, it says life is beautiful...
which isnt how i feel right now. everyone always has something ridic to say, towards me. tired of it. but i have a doctors appt tomorrow so well see if i can get some ativan & maybe shit wont bother me so much. im kinda nervous. hahaha imagine that. but its been quite a while since ive talked to anyone that isnt a super close friend, or my ma about this shit. well. wish me luck.
my floor at work must be the gateway to heaven, because friday, saturday and sunday.. someone passed away. so im definately getting my fair share of post mortum care. the one girl i work with is completely scared of dead bodies. she wont touch them, and it def urks me because then i have to prep every single body cause shes afraid. im like please, its not gonna bite u. lol.
well im starving... i think im gonna go make some food. enuff bitching for the moment. =]
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KISSY for u.. haha.