adventureguy

My new job situation is moving along fairly quickly. I will be taking the job outside the US, and it may happen sooner that I planned. The good thing is getting paid, bad thing is I will be out of country for 6 or so months.

This past week was a difficult one, I lost a cousin how was like a brother to me. He was the same age, all my memories have included him....first day of school, elementary, middle school, high school, sports, drinking, etc...

With his passing, I realize that life is precious. I decided to tell my close friend that I have always been in love with her, and I want to spend my life with her. She was shocked, and also mad...she always loved me but she never said anything because she didn't think I felt that way. She was mad because I should've said this a long time ago.

My current situation is I live another girl, but it's about love. It was the most economical thing for me to do. I will do the right thing and tell her (I just got back today) when she gets off work. I have to be honest, and I hope she understands.