New Journal.
Math is hard... so is physics... I cant wait to be done with all of this crap.. so I can just focus on writing... I know I dont need the Math or the Physics... but why not challenge myself? I mean... push it and see how smart I am... hopefully half as smart as everyone else thinks I am... I feel like.. pressure to succeed some from myself because I slacked so long, but from other people as well, like if I dont live up to the potential they think I have....Ive failed..
but life is NOT about making other people happy....well.. except beautiful women... (and all women are beautiful...) and MYSELF... thats who needs to be happy....
oh and no weed day one... here it goes...
lets see what sober is like for a while...
Ive been too high for toooooo long....
so...wow..the hustler panties in the ad rock......
anyway... go Giants.. fuck the Dodgers.
Math is hard... so is physics... I cant wait to be done with all of this crap.. so I can just focus on writing... I know I dont need the Math or the Physics... but why not challenge myself? I mean... push it and see how smart I am... hopefully half as smart as everyone else thinks I am... I feel like.. pressure to succeed some from myself because I slacked so long, but from other people as well, like if I dont live up to the potential they think I have....Ive failed..
but life is NOT about making other people happy....well.. except beautiful women... (and all women are beautiful...) and MYSELF... thats who needs to be happy....
oh and no weed day one... here it goes...
lets see what sober is like for a while...
Ive been too high for toooooo long....
so...wow..the hustler panties in the ad rock......
anyway... go Giants.. fuck the Dodgers.
faerie:
yes, you definitately need to make yourself happy.