I love when I get comments in my journal. *high five to everyone who reads this and slap on the ass to anyone who responds*
School sucks. But what is better for me to be doing? I guess when u consider the alternatives, it is rad... being around tons of girls, NO FULL TIME JOB!! (laughs the man who hates the idea of live work die) ANd I am actually learning something so I can get a decent job... maybe in Canada... cuz here sucks right now.
But, is knowledge filth? Does it block out what is true? I still want to just run as fast as I can to a Monastery and live... and become in touch with myself... or maybe (I) am the reason that it is so hard to do??????????????????? or is it all that is around me? but then...I still am the one being distracted....
"Quiet the mind and the enlightened eye will follow." -Some Buddhist dude.
aaahhhhhh
School sucks. But what is better for me to be doing? I guess when u consider the alternatives, it is rad... being around tons of girls, NO FULL TIME JOB!! (laughs the man who hates the idea of live work die) ANd I am actually learning something so I can get a decent job... maybe in Canada... cuz here sucks right now.
But, is knowledge filth? Does it block out what is true? I still want to just run as fast as I can to a Monastery and live... and become in touch with myself... or maybe (I) am the reason that it is so hard to do??????????????????? or is it all that is around me? but then...I still am the one being distracted....
"Quiet the mind and the enlightened eye will follow." -Some Buddhist dude.
aaahhhhhh
Is it accomplishment I need? Or to be happy with not.
Or purity? Less distraction from that which is not real?
Is it a soul mate? or is it a soul?
Maybe one day she can come by and smack me in the head and say "just be happy stupid" and it will work....
I just feel like I am waiting for life to start..... like I am just going through the motions, so everyone will clap...
I need to go ride........nothing but me, the bike and the dirt.
that is spiritual purity as far as Im concerned, especially when none of the wheels are on the ground.
How is Kurt Vonnegut such the man?
and....I know Bush is crooked and a liar, but Kerry is a big giant pussy and a liar. For god sakes Kerry got a purple heart for blowing himself up with a grenade.