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I'm tired after a long weekend of driving, getting no sleep, not being able to eat, and seeing family members I haven't seen in years. The first thing I did when I got home was take a nap in my own bed.

I probably won't be around too much for while. Got a lot to do.
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pawko4b:
Ok ms adric you do what you need to do smile.
fisherman404:
Hope it goes well. smile
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My grandfather just died.
I seriously....hate this week blackeyed

My credit card was declined at the book store. I need $400 for text books frown
Again, feel free to send me your spare change =/ (I have paypal!!??)

Zach and I have mended our ties and not a moment too soon. We were better for about 20 minutes before I got the call about my granddad and...
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pawko4b:
It's what friends do for each other. *hug* I got ya back ms adric smile.
btb4:
Thanks for your kind words this week - is your family OK?
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I fucked up my shoulder frown
Well....I should say Zach fucked up my shoulder. blackeyed

We were wrestling to relieve the frustration we have with each other and somehow in our tangled mess of limbs he brought his foot down on my chest and something popped in my back. My chest feels bruised my shoulder feels broken. It hurts to breathe. I'm worried. I have cracked ribs...
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padre:
How long has it been hurting to breathe?

This is all terrible stuff, I"m sorry about this. Maybe the doc will just give you a pain reliever
pawko4b:
It's ok Adric. We're here for you when you are ready to play again biggrin. Remember in twisters it's not left foot shoulder. Yes probably best to get it looked at.
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I have such mixed feelings about my dream world. I love to dream. Sometimes I sleep late in the morning to try to prolong my dreams. Sometimes I wake up wishing I hadn't gone to sleep.

Last night my dreams consisted of a past male friend. I dream about him a lot. Especially if I haven't been sexual for a while. My dream did not...
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bitten:
Ya I totally love that shirt. biggrin
padre:
Those kind of dreams can be so goddamn frustrating. But no sense in feeling bad anymore. There is what is and there is what isn't

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Everyone is complaining about the cold and the economy and how depressed they are frown

You guys make me depressed.

If you hate the cold so much then why do you live where you live? Let me tell you a secret......


It's 75 degrees here!!!!!! Seriously. It never got colder than maybe 40 at night.

I can't be on SG today. It isn't that happy...
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dreadthis:
Yup... Just like interview with a Vampire LeStat. I love the Anne Rice books.. well that's before she found God again.
lorensoth:
People like to tell there woes to others, all day I hear about how cold it is when its OBVIOUS that its freezing. I just keep telling myself that for every cold day that goes by I am one day closer to spring and warmth tongue

As for the economy, I have a full time job and I know I am lucky to have it.
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butterf1y:
I read your blog on my nlog, then went and answered you on my blog, man Ilearn slow. Freudianslip is the guy I talk to most of the time. He is an insomniac like me so when I wake at 3AM he is up and ready to talk.

I have joined the Middle eastern group, noobies, and online datingjust to ask a question. The guy I know in Avondale has started sending me pics of his.........and it's grow cause its more hairy than anything you've seen. Friends for about four years and now he sends me dirty pics, keeps asking mee to send him some of me but I don't, I dont have any anyway. I dont know how to say something to him without losing a friend. He really kind of helped me when your dad left with phone calls and all.

I dont know what else I said, you'll have to go to my blog.LOL

ymf kiss
mildots:
Can't wait to see it biggrin kiss
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Zach's bike is very fixable. Should be good by the end of the week I hope.

hey everything, fuck you
i hate everything you do to me
i despise every lie i've come to believe
and i hate every evil thing that i see this juxtaposition of good and bad
remind me of the best and the worst dreams i've had
i'm either to happy...
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slobberjaw:
Your into says you like crappy horror films...so I say go see The Unborn...jesus H. christ it sucked. BIG TIME!

don't say I didn't warn you.

keeponrawkin:
Thanks for the welcome back, so what'd I miss? How ya doing?

Keep On Rawkin!!
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Monday mornings. Damn frown

Zach wrecked his bike this morning. I guess there was oil on the road and it slipped right out from under him when he went to make a turn. This really sucks because we were just looking at bikes yesterday debating trading his in for something newer. He already couldn't get much for it because he hstripped it clean, now he really...
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drusylla:
We've only had one issue with them years ago when they wouldn't refund our deposit because they claimed we had one late payment during our first year which was completely untrue.

This payment was only 2 weeks late (and we've been 2 weeks late without them disconnecting before). When I came home last night, I saw we had no internet and no TV. We never received a disconnection notice. I was kind of pissed.
drusylla:
You know we actually had that same problem when we moved into our apartment. Our internet would just disconnect and reconnect whenever it pleased. It would do it for a few months and then stop. And then do it again out of the blue. A couple of years ago, it would dc for hrs even. It was quite frustrating because I was doing all of my classes online at the time.

They switched out modems. We got a new router. They came by goddess knows how many times. They wanted to rewire our apartment because they suspected we had old wiring but we needed the permission of the apartment management and they wouldn't give it to us.

Now its not so bad. It rarely disconnects and if it does, its just for a few minutes. But I know how frustrating it is. Have you tried Quest/DSL? The only bad thing about them is that you have to sign a 2 yr contract.
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bedwelld:
Poor bird. Did you get to drive the car?
panthro:
those are some slammin boots you got on there! grr baby, very grr!

the same thing used to happen when birds would fly into our sliding glass doors. we took them out, so no more suicidal birds.
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Recent events are bringing me down again. frown

To sum it up without confessing everything:
I am broke
I am jobless
I am nervous about Saturday
Anxious about the future
Uneasy about the present
Frustrated with lifes stressors
Unsure about everything

I am going to be 21 this year. I am not ready.
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norritt:
what happened sat?
good luck job hunting smile
butterf1y:
21, so what, you dont' have to change anything about you. I swear I haven't changed since I was about 25, maybe younger, and you know how old I am. You can do the same thing, think the same thing, it's just another year. You just stay being you and youll be fine. No one should expect anything different from you just cause you're a year older. Take your time growing all the way up. you're doing a good job.

YMF love