K so disregard all the bitchiness that has been me lately.
Friday was my birthday and I wasn't super excited about it. Zach was trying to be nice and do sweet things for me and all I could do was flip out at him so that was gay. He made me breakfast Friday morning and I didn't eat it and then I felt like a dick. But technically he shoulda known I can't really eat breakfast cuz it makes me sick. So I worked a split and we just chilled Friday night.
Saturday I worked at the Zoo, I got to help feed the Giraffes again, Man I love those creatures
After work Zach and I went down to our hotel on Mill and went swimming.
Had dinner at Bucca de Beppo with Sandman, Interrobang and Bitten which was great.Then we ditched Bitten (jk haha) and headed over to Tavern where my daddy bought us shots and food and it was fun. Wandered around Mill, got more shots at Fat Tuesdays. Had a boobie party in our hotel room and crashed around 430am. (BTW Tico I still need to figure out how to get videos off my phone)
Woke up the next morning not hung over which was really awesome!! haha But still not really wanting to get up
Got breakfast and then came home and napped for the rest of the afternoon. Had dinner at my dads Sunday eve.
Tuesday I worked all morning and then Zach and I met Norritt at Vans Warped Tour where my friend Brea got us free tickets which was badass. Saw Peachcake, Less Than Jake, NOFX, Alexisonfire (who didn't play any of the songs I like
) Streetlight Manifesto and Bad Religion who were awesome! Missed the Ataris which I was sad about but I got a shirt to make up for it.
Worked today, Work tomorrow and most likely Friday. Saturday Whitefire might come to the zoo with me which will be cool Even tho I can't really hang with them it's still neat that he is gunna bring his little man and I can do something nice for someone.
Oh and Norritt made me an awesome birthday card and also gave me an Indestructible Aura so now all these little things that have been bugging me lately won't get to me so much anymore
Been depressed and frustrated with life lately. I don't know what it is. It's just me I guess. I used to do this before, I couldn't control my emotions and I was getting mad at everything. But I took meds for that...I don't really want to get into that artificial happiness again but this is really getting bad. I am so lucky Zach is so tolerant but at the same time he doesn't really take the time to understand why things are upsetting me so it prevents us from being able to resolve things. I can't change the way I feel and I know a lot of it is stupid but I wish he understood how to deal with me a little better. I think he is just getting tired of me and my bullshit.
Anyways...I hope things get better soon. I'm such a zombie on antipsychotics I'd hate to have to take them again.
Here's my booty
Peace
Friday was my birthday and I wasn't super excited about it. Zach was trying to be nice and do sweet things for me and all I could do was flip out at him so that was gay. He made me breakfast Friday morning and I didn't eat it and then I felt like a dick. But technically he shoulda known I can't really eat breakfast cuz it makes me sick. So I worked a split and we just chilled Friday night.
Saturday I worked at the Zoo, I got to help feed the Giraffes again, Man I love those creatures
After work Zach and I went down to our hotel on Mill and went swimming.
Had dinner at Bucca de Beppo with Sandman, Interrobang and Bitten which was great.Then we ditched Bitten (jk haha) and headed over to Tavern where my daddy bought us shots and food and it was fun. Wandered around Mill, got more shots at Fat Tuesdays. Had a boobie party in our hotel room and crashed around 430am. (BTW Tico I still need to figure out how to get videos off my phone)
Woke up the next morning not hung over which was really awesome!! haha But still not really wanting to get up
Got breakfast and then came home and napped for the rest of the afternoon. Had dinner at my dads Sunday eve.
Tuesday I worked all morning and then Zach and I met Norritt at Vans Warped Tour where my friend Brea got us free tickets which was badass. Saw Peachcake, Less Than Jake, NOFX, Alexisonfire (who didn't play any of the songs I like
) Streetlight Manifesto and Bad Religion who were awesome! Missed the Ataris which I was sad about but I got a shirt to make up for it. Worked today, Work tomorrow and most likely Friday. Saturday Whitefire might come to the zoo with me which will be cool
Even tho I can't really hang with them it's still neat that he is gunna bring his little man and I can do something nice for someone. Oh and Norritt made me an awesome birthday card and also gave me an Indestructible Aura so now all these little things that have been bugging me lately won't get to me so much anymore
Been depressed and frustrated with life lately. I don't know what it is. It's just me I guess. I used to do this before, I couldn't control my emotions and I was getting mad at everything. But I took meds for that...I don't really want to get into that artificial happiness again but this is really getting bad. I am so lucky Zach is so tolerant but at the same time he doesn't really take the time to understand why things are upsetting me so it prevents us from being able to resolve things. I can't change the way I feel and I know a lot of it is stupid but I wish he understood how to deal with me a little better. I think he is just getting tired of me and my bullshit.
Anyways...I hope things get better soon. I'm such a zombie on antipsychotics I'd hate to have to take them again.
Here's my booty
Peace
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sandman3030:
sandman3030:
You maybe right on what you said.