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Wanna know another reason I hate math?
Because every semester, they make me buy a new math book. Usually costs between $75 and $120 depending on how new it is blah blah whatever.
Well...this is the 3rd semester in a row that they've refused to buy the goddamn book back. Now I'm stuck with all these math books and I know for a fact that they screwed me over because last semester I bought a brand new math book (it was new for the class there were no used ones) for $120 and they wouldn't buy it back saying they weren't using it anymore (even though this was the first semester they issued it). And then this semester I see people with that exact book. Bah!
I spent over $250 on books the beginning of this semester and I got $43 back. Which BLOWS because I was really depending on that cash for the rest of the month and until I can get a job and start making money. =/
Well anyway, Zach is trying to fix his credit so he can get a loan and buy a house. He is trying to explain to me the way loans, mortgages and refinancing works and I just....don't get it...It frustrates and scares me because it's such a real life situation and I just totally don't understand it. I feel like I'll never be independent because I can't understand stuff like that. What's going to happen when I need to buy a new car? I am going to get totally ripped off it what. And I won't even know it.
-sigh- (again)
I wish I could know for a fact in my heart and in my mind that he will never leave me. But I try so hard to be realistic that I can't let myself imagine that possibility. I just hope that when/if that time ever comes someone will swoop in a take his place before I get too terribly lost in this world. Kind of like what he did. Rescue me when I was tunneling downward.
Bah...my brother is playing Dashboard and I just have to sing the lyrics and I think it's making me depressed.
In other news: I am working on getting a volunteer position at the Phoenix Zoo with the hopes that it will soon turn into a paying job. My dad has some friends there and they promised to help me out. The experience alone will be great for my major and possible career choice. But I'm hoping it will also help me decide exactly which direction I want to head.
study study study study study I wish finals were just over and done with. As long as I keep on track and do well on my finals I should pull straight A's
At least I'm not completely clueless in every area!
-ssssiiiiiiiiiiigggghhhhh-
Wanna know another reason I hate math?
Because every semester, they make me buy a new math book. Usually costs between $75 and $120 depending on how new it is blah blah whatever.
Well...this is the 3rd semester in a row that they've refused to buy the goddamn book back. Now I'm stuck with all these math books and I know for a fact that they screwed me over because last semester I bought a brand new math book (it was new for the class there were no used ones) for $120 and they wouldn't buy it back saying they weren't using it anymore (even though this was the first semester they issued it). And then this semester I see people with that exact book. Bah!
I spent over $250 on books the beginning of this semester and I got $43 back. Which BLOWS because I was really depending on that cash for the rest of the month and until I can get a job and start making money. =/
Well anyway, Zach is trying to fix his credit so he can get a loan and buy a house. He is trying to explain to me the way loans, mortgages and refinancing works and I just....don't get it...It frustrates and scares me because it's such a real life situation and I just totally don't understand it. I feel like I'll never be independent because I can't understand stuff like that. What's going to happen when I need to buy a new car? I am going to get totally ripped off it what. And I won't even know it.
-sigh- (again)
I wish I could know for a fact in my heart and in my mind that he will never leave me. But I try so hard to be realistic that I can't let myself imagine that possibility. I just hope that when/if that time ever comes someone will swoop in a take his place before I get too terribly lost in this world. Kind of like what he did. Rescue me when I was tunneling downward.
Bah...my brother is playing Dashboard and I just have to sing the lyrics and I think it's making me depressed.
In other news: I am working on getting a volunteer position at the Phoenix Zoo with the hopes that it will soon turn into a paying job. My dad has some friends there and they promised to help me out. The experience alone will be great for my major and possible career choice. But I'm hoping it will also help me decide exactly which direction I want to head.
study study study study study I wish finals were just over and done with. As long as I keep on track and do well on my finals I should pull straight A's
At least I'm not completely clueless in every area!VIEW 10 of 10 COMMENTS
1) Give the bank your entire financial situation;
2) Wait
3) Give the bank more information, a piece of your flesh and a pint of blood
4) wait
5) cry because the bank is asking for information that doesn't really exist
6) schedule the closing
7) reschedule the closing because the loan department at the bank forgot to send over all the paperwork
8) sign enough papers to give you carpal tunnel, that promise the bank the majority of your income for the rest of your life plus the beating hearts of your first born male child