adric

I fucked up my shoulder
Well....I should say Zach fucked up my shoulder.

We were wrestling to relieve the frustration we have with each other and somehow in our tangled mess of limbs he brought his foot down on my chest and something popped in my back. My chest feels bruised my shoulder feels broken. It hurts to breathe. I'm worried. I have cracked ribs before and they take forever to heal. It doesn't feel like my ribs but if it doesn't go away I might go to the doctor and get it xrayed or something. Maybe he will give me something for pain
It sucks because I have to carry my book bag and it is heavy. I'm already not supposed to carry one because of my crooked spine. I really don't want to be one of those people who walks around with a rolling book bag.

I feel sick. And lonely. I'm not getting kicked out or broken up with. But he is so distant. I haven't been kissed in 2 days. It kills me. :sigh:

Hope all is well with everyone else. I haven't been much of a commenter lately. I know a lot of you have had some crazy shit going on. Hold on tight, I'm trying to.