Blargh.
I managed to get my pictures to show but I had to change from GIF to JPEG because the website lied to me. I feel so betrayed
And now my picture quality is grainy!!
Anyway. Today was a hell-hole and a half at work. I got sick at work and my manager, instead of being concerned for me or even asking if I was okay, just flipped out about finding a replacement. Of course, none of the other bakers answered their phones.. I went on warp speed to try and finish up quickly and I got out of there two and a half hours early so I guess it still worked out. My manager's behavior wouldn't bug me if he wasn't such a prick ALL THE TIME. When I got into work I was like "Hey, how're you doing?".. he made eye contact and then walked past me. He does this to random people, and only likes a few people.. it's weird because all of them are pretty nice people.
I gotta work tomorrow (blargh x2) but then I have three days off until working again on Saturday. It's so freaking weird to have my "weekend" in the middle of the week. I'm gonna go see about pricing for the tattoo I'm gonna get (it'll say "balance" in Russian with a design of roses and thorns around it, it's in memory of my mother and a nod to my own struggles against Bipolar) even though my boyfriend I think is exasperated by my sudden and strong urges to put needles to my skin, heh! Oh well though, my body my choice bish!
I'm also gonna eff around some more with my Nikon and try to use the timer, etc. I'm gonna snap off photos of me to submit to become a Hopeful and then I'm gonna do a self-shot practice set to work on posing, etc. Stuff in the mirror never seems to translate well to stuff on film at least for me. I am slightly self-conscious about posting them for critique, given that I have my share of stretch marks and I was counting on them being airbrushed out but I'll survive.. I know I don't have to look like anyone else to be hot, ha!
Anyway, that's it for tonight, I will update soonish!
I managed to get my pictures to show but I had to change from GIF to JPEG because the website lied to me. I feel so betrayed
And now my picture quality is grainy!!
Anyway. Today was a hell-hole and a half at work. I got sick at work and my manager, instead of being concerned for me or even asking if I was okay, just flipped out about finding a replacement. Of course, none of the other bakers answered their phones.. I went on warp speed to try and finish up quickly and I got out of there two and a half hours early so I guess it still worked out. My manager's behavior wouldn't bug me if he wasn't such a prick ALL THE TIME. When I got into work I was like "Hey, how're you doing?".. he made eye contact and then walked past me. He does this to random people, and only likes a few people.. it's weird because all of them are pretty nice people.
I gotta work tomorrow (blargh x2) but then I have three days off until working again on Saturday. It's so freaking weird to have my "weekend" in the middle of the week. I'm gonna go see about pricing for the tattoo I'm gonna get (it'll say "balance" in Russian with a design of roses and thorns around it, it's in memory of my mother and a nod to my own struggles against Bipolar) even though my boyfriend I think is exasperated by my sudden and strong urges to put needles to my skin, heh! Oh well though, my body my choice bish!
I'm also gonna eff around some more with my Nikon and try to use the timer, etc. I'm gonna snap off photos of me to submit to become a Hopeful and then I'm gonna do a self-shot practice set to work on posing, etc. Stuff in the mirror never seems to translate well to stuff on film at least for me. I am slightly self-conscious about posting them for critique, given that I have my share of stretch marks and I was counting on them being airbrushed out but I'll survive.. I know I don't have to look like anyone else to be hot, ha!
Anyway, that's it for tonight, I will update soonish!