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JUST when i thought this holiday couldnt get ANY worse!!

i have fucked myself over beyond belief.

anyways ... so noah has cancelled his visit (incredibly early, might i add, seeing as how reading weeks isnt for like .. 2 months or something). he's not coming. so fuck him.

WHY you might ask!? well ... i shall tell you.
apparently, months and months ago, he had this super bad experience with a girl he met online (he and i have already discussed this at length). he doesnt want it to happen again. fine. i respect that. whatever. im still upset though.

so i talk to my good friend matt.

WHO THEN MESSAGES AND TELLS NOAH THAT HE HAS TO COME AND SEE ME OR I WILL NOT STOP BITCHING!!

now i am pissed at both of them.

noah for not trusting me as he said he did (which really hurt!! when people hurt me, i get mad. better than crying over it i think)

and matt for being an utter retard. ive already thanked him with a strongly worded email and my boot will probably meet his crotch the next time i see him. and fuck him too

shoudl have kept my mouth shut ... but NOOOOOO!! i HAD to vent. to the wrong person.
fuck fuck fuck fuck

whatever.

fuck!!