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in 2 weeks, i'll be in the bush. yikes. *nervous*

thanks to all for your kind words and messages. even e-support is helpful in rough times.
my friend dan mailed me 2 of allan's cds. i listened to them last night while reading some Ursula K. LeGuin.
yoga tonight. then laundry. oh, so much laundry. and dishes. ive been neglectful in my housekeeping.
i went to victoria last weekend for a night. it was beautiful. i think i am going to go through with the yoga teacher training when i get back from planting. moving to the island to teach yoga sounds like the best thing i could possibly do in the entire world right now.
im having a hard time finding peace amidst my inner turmoil, but things get better everyday that i am still here, everyday that i can draw in breath and feel my heart beating. being alive is the best thing i could ever possibly be grateful for.
i had a super-crappy day yesterday, with a bit of a depressive episode. it was hard, and im still feeling it. im working it out though, and i really just want to hug someone fiercely.
nick, the boy from the island, is coming to vancouver again this weekend. which makes it so much easier to smile.