last day at the job of hell! yay!
tomorrow, bus.
i dont think im going to get a hotel, i have a couple people offering me rides, and i cant really afford to be spending any money, esp since i accidentally went shopping yesterday and spent $70 on a shirt and some leggings. haha.
1 suitcase packed, and my overnight bag is full of the stuff i will need to survive my bus ride. im packing a decent sized cooler bag tonight with veggies and pitas and water and juice boxes and fruit and burritos (great idea for a 2 day bus ride, i know. hahaha. oh well), and finishing some laundry and then throwing my life into the biggest suitcase i have ever seen.
i purged a lot last night. i recycled a lot of loose writing and poetry and stuff ... i dont know why i held onto some of it for so long ... but then i also filled an entire garbage bag with clothes i dont wear anymore. so goodwill, there you go. but im assuming my sister and a couple friends will stop by to go through it all first. haha.
im getting rid of lots of shoes ... like over 50 pairs ... its crazy. im only taking 12 pairs with me. 12. out of over 100. ugh. im so depressed.
i also got a beautiful email from brent about how i touched his soul and changed his life, and i have to forgive him for telling me he could have fallen in love with me if i wasnt leaving. i mean, its an emotional time right now, so its understandable, i guess. makes me feel crummy though. because i totally picked jeremy over him anyways, and then that made me second guess my decision. i was more annoyed with myself than him i think.
more updates later. back to 'work.'
tomorrow, bus.
i dont think im going to get a hotel, i have a couple people offering me rides, and i cant really afford to be spending any money, esp since i accidentally went shopping yesterday and spent $70 on a shirt and some leggings. haha.
1 suitcase packed, and my overnight bag is full of the stuff i will need to survive my bus ride. im packing a decent sized cooler bag tonight with veggies and pitas and water and juice boxes and fruit and burritos (great idea for a 2 day bus ride, i know. hahaha. oh well), and finishing some laundry and then throwing my life into the biggest suitcase i have ever seen.
i purged a lot last night. i recycled a lot of loose writing and poetry and stuff ... i dont know why i held onto some of it for so long ... but then i also filled an entire garbage bag with clothes i dont wear anymore. so goodwill, there you go. but im assuming my sister and a couple friends will stop by to go through it all first. haha.
im getting rid of lots of shoes ... like over 50 pairs ... its crazy. im only taking 12 pairs with me. 12. out of over 100. ugh. im so depressed.
i also got a beautiful email from brent about how i touched his soul and changed his life, and i have to forgive him for telling me he could have fallen in love with me if i wasnt leaving. i mean, its an emotional time right now, so its understandable, i guess. makes me feel crummy though. because i totally picked jeremy over him anyways, and then that made me second guess my decision. i was more annoyed with myself than him i think.
more updates later. back to 'work.'
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