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defpony:
just seemed appropriate......

We never went to church,
Just get on with work and sometimes things'll hurt,
But it's hit me since you left us,
And it's so hard not to search.
If you were still about,
I'd ask you what I'm supposed to do now,
I just get a bit scared,
Every now,
Hope I made you proud.
But you would still tell me how you didn't know what to do even now,
And then I'm not so scared somehow,
'Cause I know that you'd be proud.
the_deacon:
Wow...so young and beautiful....sorry to hear..
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just when i let my guard down, and start to trust someone - i get randomly dumped in a myspace email. seriously. its like, not even a real email.
who the fuck does that!? nonconfrontational pussy retarded artists with no asses and hairy backs and bad hair, apparently.
i am furious. like, mad and ragey and horrible. plus i have some seriously horrible PMS kicking...
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defpony:
just wait sat will be awsome smile
maligne:
Girl Whats new??? Did you have blast at Tool??? miao!!
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hey! its me!
i am still alive!
hmmm. what's new? what's new?
ooh. hair colour. i am a redhead again. i mean - i was before, but it was faded and kind of orangey and now it is
red again! its hawt. lots of compliments from people at both jobs.
and speaking of jobs, let me tell you how the strip club is a total...
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flyonwall:
yay real red hair!

(and.. did you go grey for awhile? i was browsing threads in SGeast and i thought i saw you grey.. of course.. i may be remembering events that did not actually transpire.. it's a bad habit i have)
missybecca:
hey sweetie,
yep, Terry and I are coming tonight....
It shall be a good time.

I got a new dress!

love
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so i just got a pt job waiting tables at a strip club, and the boy i am (kind of) seeing (or something) is all like 'Ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.' in this email he sent me. because i am an idiot and had to tell him. a-duh.
its only temporary though. i just want to get my debts out of my face as fast as possible. as making...
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madame:
If you wait tables at the Sword and Shield, you're totally my hero.

I'm sort of afraid of the Sword and Shield.
backandtotheleft:
Think Fugazi is the shit? Check out Embrace. The 80's Dischord Embrace.
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this is a 100% re-post of my myspace blog concerning my horrible/amazing weekend. here you go kids! hahaha.

my inability to control my emotions has led me to the question of why i am not longer being treated. again.

but if this is the way that my head works, then who am i to mess with it? or is it because i mess with it...
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defpony:
it was i that had the kissing done to him, oh wait no it wasnt
seespot:
where was this treadlightly music fest? I don't get out to burlington much (infact I just got home from out west)
is it a yearly thing?
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ARGH!

so there is this kick ass music festival happening in Corbeil this weekend that i am DYING to go to!
and i cant go because there is no transport.

IS ANYONE GOING NEAR NORTH BAY THIS WEEKEND FROM THE GTA!?

i need a lift for me and 2 others sooo bad it hurts!
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hypercrew:
Okay neighbors from the North. In one week I'm travelling to Dorset, specifically Lake Kawagama for days on end of mountain biking. What else is there to do? If nothing, I'll just keep pedaling.
afterbirth:
Yes, I hope you can live up to it!
tongue
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I FUCKING LOVE 311!!

hot damn, last night was soooo good.

they did this crazy drumline kinda shit. it felt so good to jump around like a jackass.

but so help me god, if they play 'amber' one more time, i will have a shit fit. everytime i see them! everytime!! blah!!

id rather hear beautiful disaster (which is so my s.t.s.!).
they did play...
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defpony:
i wish i had come to that show frown
fairyjochen:
good weekend and good summer
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skillz21:
Batgirl's hot
freenakedbitches:
Damn right Batgirl is hot! With that little haircut and the yellow dress, I am sold. I need to be in the 60s. There would be a lot of BOFFing and BANGing going on. I imagine DOINKing too.
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MY WALLET WAS FOUND! funny story ... it actually ended up in my friend Natalie's suitcase. shes on vacation right now, and found it when she was packing. neither of us have any idea how it got there. how drunk were WE that night? hahaha.
booyah! im so stoked!

soon i will have my ID again!and then i wont have to drink in peoples backyards...
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defpony:
hey girl sorry you couldnt come to the concert apparently it was a great time but i dont remember much fuck tequila eh, anyways get back to me i miss it when we dont talk for a couple days, and im trying to get sat off for 311 but things arent looking particularily well but im trying, really haha anyways get back to me babe
flyonwall:
this has nothing to do with this entry.. but if you mean poi balls/spinning by your little blurb.. *tips his hat to you* a friend of mine does it and you're the only other person i've encountered anywhere that does..
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i am going to hell.
i am smitten with an amazing young artist. and what did i do yesterday?
drank 2 bottles of wine in a pool, and then i slept with a boy i loved in high school. who has a house and a truck, oh, and also has a girlfriend and a baby.
hell has a special place for women like me. we...
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vellin:
fuck that shit. it's in the past and regretting isn't going to change it. don't regret it. accept it and be apathetic about it wink that's how i live kiss
skillz21:
Hahaha
Self-Control? Self-Conshmol!
Homewrecking is where its at!
Lets go on the Jerry Springer show! ARRR!!!
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im really stoned.

and im stayin up ALL night to watch meteors.

and then im goin to work in the morning.
ooh. and this really nice guy is on msn and not talking to me! hrm. pay attention.
i already sent a message that says 'hey' - but there is nothing more i can do without looking crazy.
oh well.
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defpony:
i have a telescope that looks like its outta a 80's sci fi movie, i can see crazy shit, lets all get together get bombed and high and see what we can find................. right on
sodome:
Sillyness R us. Off to make/find more trouble & more food.
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and thus begins my efforts to post more often here than i have been. because SOME people like to complain.
so blah. neener neener. now you have something ELSE to read.

i am really really pissed.
i used to be in love with this boy who i thought was my best friend. after we slept together and he had the audacity to tell me he...
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hadjischlomo:
Damn, sis, those things can and do hurt. Please remember that you don't need anyone but your own bad self. I know you know this, but don't be hard on yourself when some other voice in you gets you to feeling like you need some connection with other people or another person. We don't NEED these things strictly feeling, the feeling of need almost always breeds attachments and expectations. It seems like when we view it as a need, we always end up doing ourselves some kind of damage, even if we only see it years later.

But it's still fun. Even the phone sex, unless it's a deal where our unspoken expectation is frustrated, and where on top of it, we realize that once again we've allowed someone to use us or be shitty. Users are the ones who really suffer from the using, though. Just think of how abyssmal your own heart would have to be in order to go around using people like that.

love smile kiss
missybecca:
Sorry hun as of today , no more freebie haircuts for me. I am now a working girl.
But you are more that welscome to come see me at the salon any time you like.

smile