adrena

I am sad
A heaviness I cannot explain
That I know I cannot communicate
Is weighing upon my heart
Memory
Pains that I cannot escape
Sleepless nights
Twisted in dreams and sheets
A wish to stay immortal
To drive the demon back
Unaware of being free already
Walking out of remembrance
Backwards
Dark alley nights
Watching white wolves feasting
Shades of grief
Fall beneath my feet
And a heaviness I cannot explain
Stops to make me look at your picture