adrena

what was the wind thinking
blowing clouds my way
foam on waterfalls in the midnight sky
i can just barely descibe them that way
without tearing a piece of the brain
from within my head



i am so tired, over worked i think, but not really it is just that money is sooooooo tight right now, it always has been all my life, but now for some reason i do not want to have to worry about petty things like how much money is in my proverbial pocket. . .

I can not not think about dumb meaningless materialist things. . . i watch people buy things, things, things, things, all day long, things they do not want, things they do not need, but things that they just cannot live without. . .where are 13 year olds getting $100 a day to spend? and why are they spending it?

maybe i am just bitter. . .that would be an easy and expected answer, i think i am more hurt, more frustrated in general, with the society we are creating. . .the society we are. . .

ignore me, the crazy girl is going to go back to her corner now. . .