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UPDATE. I passed my fucking exam with a 902..and I needed a 900 to pass!!! there is finally a light at the end of the tunnel.
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I've been living it up at the library.

HESI exit exam take two - tomorrow.
I'm fucking scared.
I already barely didn't make the score last time.
so I have to retake it.
I get three chances.
But if I fail it three times, then I'm basically held back part of a semester.
Someone want to cry for me?



On another note, Monday I was a bad student and took a break and went and saw Alesana, A Skylit Drive, Sleeping with Sirens, Atilla, Memphis May Fire, etc at a show. It pretty much rocked. I have a new obsession - Shane Crump - the bassist/backup screamer from Alesana. Funny thing is...I noticed and my fiance pointed out...he kind of resembles my ex boyfriend. So my obsession dimmed down some. But he was a cutie. Here is one photo of him from the show. I'll perhaps upload more later.



I miss my lovey. I'm ready for him to be home.
I don't care about him being in Germany either.
There is no real big difference it seems.
I just want him fucking home, in my arms...because that'd mean no more military, no more distance, etc.
Time needs to hurry up.
It's been six months since I've seen him and Hawaii.



My apple store ID or password was hacked. or some shit. because I can't retrieve my password and it won't let me log in. Just another thing I have to deal with.

And I have to start applying for jobs...asap.
Anyone have any hospital recommendations in Florida...near the beach or not to far from the beach?

I got bored and put some of my photos in a polardroid is what it's called...and they turned out lovely.
I know people hate fake polaroids. but if I had a real one....
I do have a Diana F+ camera...and still have yet to buy film for it...or take pictures with it. I really wish I had time to play with all the cool shit I have for it....because I have the deluxe kit.



A beagle puppy that I saw!!! My fiance and I really want a hound dog puppy, or hound beagle mix. Not sure how Nightmare my cat is going to deal.


My grandparents beautiful farm.


A stormy day in Tuscaloosa....around the month of the Tornado's.


I got a new car!!! I went from

2004 Malibu - I did love that car. and I hope my new car has a good bumper or I don't have to find out. My malibu I hit a pole, a car has hit me, etc..and it had no dents. I will miss her, but not that much!

to


2012 Honda Civic.
I call it my space ship!

Beat this!



It's been very beautiful here lately. we have a fall. usually the trees go from green to dead. not this year. they are gorgeous. and to top it off the sun has been setting with such great colors. I have cell phone pictures because I was always driving when I noticed so when I'd stop or something I'd snap a photo.











those were all at different times and most at different days. i took so many, that was just a few. it was hard to not. it was beautiful.

My fiance's dog loves me...and lets be real here...he is scared of everything!! my faince swears I snuck some bacon under my clothes. but nope, it's just love.

and my dog at home is getting so old. She is 12 years old now. Almost 13. She's spoiled sooo much. but it's too cute.


Here is me in my nursing uniform. I was quite sleep deprived and exhausted.


and me with wet hair woot woot


And of course I didn't forget about Nightmare


And Roll Tide
My fiance's parents and I at the LSU game.


Anyways, back to the library and studying I go


Hope everyone is doing well. I was much over due for a blog. Figured i'd procrastinate and post one.
I'm quite nervous about this exam. It's stressing me out big time.
Have a good day anyways.